Decision???

Hurmm..... I start this post with a sigh because that is what I am doing now. lol. okok. As I said in my pervious post, lately, a few new comers suddenly appear in my life. I don't know what to do. Should I accept them or not? If yes, then why must I? If no, why and what if I hurt them? Many people describe me as someone that took realationship seriously and yes I agree because I am. Once I like or love that person, I am very committed except that person hurt me before. hmm... Okok. Both of them came today and both of them kind of told me the same thing. I am still dragging to tell the desicion. At first I don't even want to accept any one of them but I think I got some chemistry with one of them. I know that its getting blur over here but those who know about it, you all can guess la har. I stop taking gs after Swee Foong jie. I very love Swee Foong jie, She is the best gs I had. Sowie to my other gss. hehex. You all are great too. Well, maybe I will think for some time before I decide who is it. One of them, I can see she is sincere and looks more commited compare to the other one. On the other hand, I feel that I like another one more. So, which one should I choose? Be selfish or follow my heart or stick to the old one?
hmm..... Its not a tough decision to make but its still a decision though. Its a very important decision so somehow or rather I need to make the best decision. For now, I will not even tell anyone who are those in order to protect their privacy.
So, anyone have any idea which one shoud I choose? Either follow my heart, be selfish, or stick to the old one? hmm..... Maybe I shall make the decision after SPM. Can you wait? hehex. Hope you can wait if I really took time till after SPM. Its only like 1 32 days more. hehex....


ohya, I went to 100yen shop in Raja Uda few days ago and bought some snacks. DAMN!!!! Its costy. I bought 1 small packet of junks (RM5.90), 1 packet of biscuit(RM5.90) and two snowy ice(RM9.00). Japanese are smart aren't they? Once you step in the shop and you will know what I mean. That is just the outer part of it. If you bought biscuit( I bought salt flavour), their packaging is really smart. they make it into compartments and even seal it separately. You can tear off the seal one at each time or the whole thing off at once. It is so convenient that I don't have to worry where to store those if I unable to finish those unlike the Malaysia packaging. Once you open the seal, you have to finish it up. Even though there are some packaging that comes with a self-seal pakaging like the SunSweet prunes, that is still not enough. I got this experience that I happen to not being able to finish the whole packet of prunes and I seal it with the self-seal provided. The next hour, there were ants busy around it and a packet of biscuit that I left for one night and I ended up throwing it into the garbage bin. With the Japanese type of seal, this will NOT happen. Their seal is the normal seal but they are smart to make the content in a small quantity and seal them. Consumers can consume with maximum freshness even after 1 months.hehex

OK. Camera is back in my hand. My dad bought new camera to replace the old useless camera. Anyway, I can't be able to online so often now as my lil bro is back!!! He wil conquer the whole laptop and I have to wait long long for my turn. huhu.....

HELLOW!!!!

Hi and HELOW everyone. I had finally had everything ready for the day. Its not a very big day or whatsoever but still, its my gs birthday. It took me a month to think about the present and a wek about the presentation. I had at last confirmed and is expectiong to receive the parcel in two days time. hehex. Can't wait to see the content inside. I hope it is the same as what the maker send to me. Sorry I can't post here yet because if I post it here, jie will know what it is. Shall post it after she has receive it k? hehex. Ohya, the case is somehow, solved. Now have to see wether is that person ok or not and to investigate bla bla bla. I hope my friend/member is ok la. She is still young and only holding a L license.hmm... Felt really bad for her.

Anyway, PMR is tomorror. I would like to wish my mei good luck and all the best orh. MEI!!!! Must go all out k? love yarh. To all my dearies juniors, best of luck orh. and for myself, SPM in 32 days. DAMN!!!! NO time to study d. huhux. haix. To all my friends and readers who are taking SPM, STUDY!!!! Study smart and hard orh. TO everyone that is having your exam or test, ALL THE BEST and DON"T GIVE UP until the last second.

hmm... for today, there is nothing much to blog la. I had receive the photos from Shi Yun but still editing. Shall be uplaoding when I finished editing and got the time to la. This week was a shocking week for me. Don't you think so? ok. Lets count seven days plus today and 6 days before today. That will be, Tuesday, Monday, Sunday, Saturday, Friday, Thursday and again, Wednesday. Had a few really shoking news. I suddenly pop up few new admirers at school and .......... hahax. Don't know that Im like so popular or something. lolx. Another thing is, my parents and my brother is currently in Laos and is expeciting to be coming back of Wednesday night. Me and my two sisters were darn happy with my brother's presence. Wtiout him, we can use the laptop whenever we want and the house is so quiet. Good environment to study. hehex. hmm... Plan to go library either this Saturday or Sunday. Who wants to acconpany me???? I'm alone. huhux.

Someone special of mine got scik this few days. Damm warried of her. On Sunday she got allergic. Her whole body is itchy and is full with red dotes. She suspected to be peanut or shrimp. My 2nd test was suck! Worst then my trial. hmm.... kla. I think i really jumble up everything here already. This is not a good entry. hahax. Want to go and indulge myself on my bed and smelly pillow with my daddy bear and junior bear and all my dearies. hehehex.




Nitez... ^^

Saturday

Yesterday, on the 3rd of October, which falls on Saturday, I received a call from my

friend whom is also my dedicated tressurer at 8.30A.M. She called me to ask why am

I not at school? I was supposed to be at school to attend my uniform body meeting

as I am the president. Unfortunately, I felt dizziness and my body was warm that

when I tried to get up, while answering her call, I couldn't see anything.

Everything went dark for awhile. At first, I thought of going but I made my decision

not to attend the meeting in less then a minute later. I actually felt uncomfortable

the night before at my mom's shop after tuition at about 11 something. Since they,

the commitee does not know what to do, I told Shi Yun what to do that is to discuss

about the annual luncheon and play some games after that. So we hang up. I went down

and took a paracetamol(I always did if I felt that I wasn't feeling well) then felt

a bit better. I went online and posted a blog post(previous post) and a PM on

Facebook to say sorry for my absence because I know some of my friends will be on

the net as they had Multimedia Club meeting today. Half-way through, one of my friend

(not very close) commented on my status and with a not-good-way. She said that I was

the caused for one of my friend's accident. I ignored that post as I thought she was

just fooling around with me. Then I went went down, had a cup of water then sleep

because I can feel the dizziness starting to come again. After I woke up, I went to

check my mail and there was another comment from Asa. She said my friend/member was

not injured. I felt not right so I texted Shi Yun to clarify on what had happened.

She told me that that was true. An accident had occured. She ask me to called her up

so that she can explain to me so I called her up witout a doubt. She told me told me

what had happened. I was shocked! A friend/member of mine, got involved in an

accident just a metre from the school gate. She wants to go back early but Shi Yun

can't stopped them. Luckly she does not injure but she is emotionally unstable.

I later called up the teacher advisor and told her about it. She was shocked and

scared too. She told me that another teacher told her that there was NO activity

going on. I said, I had told Shi Yun what to do on the morning. I don't know what

had made the activity was not going on. I got very upset with it as you know,

people will put the blame on me as I am the president. I can't help it because I was

sick and decided not to attend the meeting at the 11th hour and I had done my part

by asking another AJK to do the activity and take charge today. It is not that I

did not told them what to do. Then,I asked her why there was NO activity going on

and she just told me that non of them wanted to participate. Okok. I know it is no

one to be blame as it had passed but tomorrow surely will have a QnA session with

the HM and others. What I got to said is that I had done what I should I do and I

did leave something for them to do. I understand that the 5th formers are having

their SPM very soon but please.... this is a cocuricular meeting. Put down your

books and participate. She is still the AJK. Respect and listen to her as well.

Hmm...Back to the case. I was glad that nothing serious happened to my friend.

An accident can't be predicted and no one wants and hope that this will happen right?

Please don't put the blame on anyone. Ohya, I heard that the motorist "flew" for

his'her bike. That shows that he/she was speeding right? And motorist are not

allowed to speed nearby a school area. Please correct me if I am wrong. Another

point is, I heard that the teacher advisor on-duty wan't there comes to know about

the incident only after everything had settled-the motorist been sent to hospital

and my friend went back home-. Thanks to Mr Nanda who helped out during the

incident. Now, my headache had become even worst. hmm.... I just hope that

nothing like this will happen again. May God bless everyone in the 4th

Unit Ranges and everyone in this school.

SORRY

Good Morning everyone. Its 9.20 am here on 3rh of October 2009. I supposed to be in a

meeting right now but due to my headache, I woke up late and unable to attend the meeting. I

doesn't felt well since yesterday night. Thanks to Shi Yun for calling me or else I will still be in

my dreamland. Here, I would like to apologised to my dear friends, my juniors, my members,

teachers and everyone that is there right now. Besides, I would like to say sorry to my readers

for not updating my blog for a few days due to my test which is on this and next week. I will try

updating it very soon. To my friends, juniors and members, I'm sorry for not be able to attend

the meeting and didn't tell or leave a message because I really thought of going to meeting today

but I got headache and feel like a bit fever like that. Today was supossed to be held end year

luncheon but it was cancelled because teacher said NO to it today. She wants everyone to settle

that payment and everything. I DID NOT promised you that today will be the end year

luncheon. I just said MAYBE....

I will try my best to organised the best luncheon I can for all of you. Furthur detail I will be

informing all of you later. Ohya, I just took paracetamol so I'm ok for now. Please don't be angry

at me or something k? I don't intend to do this to all of you. Its just suddenly. T__________T

I had called up the other AJK and have had inform them what to do already.

Puuuhhhhhllliiizzzzzz............... Friends, members, juniors and teachers, don't be angry at me. I

am a good president. huhu. I tried to give my members the best I can by organising many things

and really tried to make this year a great and different year from the other years for all of you. I

hope this mistake of mine will not give a bad impression to me as a president of a school uniform

body and I also hope that all of you can think of me this sick Unit Leader. I hope all of you enjoy

this meeting and the upcoming luncheon. Thank you for all those who does not angry at me and

did not give a bad impression to me. I really appreciate that. I will try my best to be a very good

president. I promisssssssssseeeeeeeeeeeeeee.................................... huhuhuhuhuhu.........

If you have any thing to tell me please do not be hesitate to call me or mail me( lonely)

ming@hotmail.com) or can easily leave a comment here. Got to go now. My nose is running like

what nie..... huhuhx.............. ENJOY^^ and please be present for the upcoming luncheon yarh^^

LOVE ALL OF YOU SO MUCH....... muax and hugs to all of my dearest friends, members,

juniors and teachers

EDITING PICTURES OF PRIS AND TOYS

I had just downloaded PhotoScape and tried it out. Now I understand why PhotoScape more and more people now prefer to use PhotoScape instead of Photoshop. PhotoScape is not as complicated as Photoshop. Before start using Photoshop, you will need to seek advise, read instructions and tutorial and blablabla but on the other hand, PhotoScape does NOT need that. You will know what to do just after you saw the front page of it. I had edited a few photos simply to try out PhotoScape.

I know many of you would say that Photoshop can do that as well but my point is, it is EASIER!!! It saves much more time and the result is nice. But one thing that PhotoScape cannot do but Photoshop can do is to edit the face. PhotoScape can edit the photo but Photoshop can edit the whole thing included the facial expression and so on. To do this, I have to edit the photo wih Photoshop than save it in a file. After that open Photoscape and did the rest editing such as to create the atmosphere and adjust the colours, background, sharpness and so on.

PRIS!!! I hope you don't mind that I use your picture to edit k? hehex. Missing you so much Pris. Make sure you come back on Friday, 2/9/09. huhux. Muax to my dear darling DRIS!!!

Readers, download PhotoScape now from www.download.com and start editing in an easier way!!! Happy trying and editing ^^

90th Anniversary Penang Girl Guide Association Gala Dinner

HEY!!! Remember in my previous post I did touch about the dinner I went which was held at Berjaya Georgetown, Penang?

It was the gala dinner by the Penang Girl Guide Association to celebrate their 90th anniversary. As a girl guide myself, I went to the dinner under Seberang Perai Utara. At first I thought that the dinner was going to be a normal formal dinner attended by all those VVIPs. Once I stepped in the lobby of the hotel, I saw some of my friends who newly passed their Queens Guide this year.

Me and the Queens

Then I went up to the ballroom and saw a huge crowd in the room. I was in the guard of honour though.

Was fooling around before the VVIP arrive

We were there to greet and welcome the Chief Minister's wife, Ms Betty Chew, but unfortunately she cannot make it that night. So after standing for more than 40minutes waiting for her and lastly she did not turned up, we went up to join in the event at around 9.00 P.M.

As usual, it started with boring speeches by the VIP. Then, the event start with the singging of the song "Guiding Light". They had prepared candles for everyone for that particular event.

LIGHTS OFF!!!!



The food was okla. Better that what I had expected. lol. Then lucky draw time. I was very blur when my friends ask me to go and take the present.
I was like "uh? Why?"


Table 29 and Pn Lam

Them

After that performances by Penang guides included my juniors aka anak-anak. hahax. They did a great job.

Me and the juniors


Took loads of pictures that night and met up with friends that haven't be seeing them for a long time and also commisioners that almost forget me. T____T. The first was Ms Oh. She was the tester for my PCP/Patrol Camping Permit test. Then was another guider from Bukit Mertajam that went to a few camps with me before. She is a Chinese and she is very fun. hahax. Next was Pn Lam, my district commisioner and Pn Hindon, SPT district commisioner whom is also my school PK Kokurikulum.

Us and Pn Hindon


Both of them helped me alot. I mean ALOT throughout my journey and even now as I am on my way of becoming a queens guide. Then is my school teachers.hehex.

Us and pn Rajina and.....

Last but not least, Ms Liau.

Me and Ms Liau

I first know her through Ms Ng's camp back in 2007. She was there to teach us singing. Then, met with her again during friendship trial 2008. That was when me and her started talking and she started teaching me about guiding things and songs. I was happy to be personally taught by her in singing because it seems like everywhere she went, everyone will be asking her to teach them how to sing this and that song. Never forget Friendship Trial forever. It was a wonderfull experience. The Tengku Puan Pahang was present too.

Tengku Puan Pahang, Tunku Azizah Aminah Maimunah Iskandariah



Then there's sing-a-long sessions where we sang guiding songs.

Sing-a-long

Then we went back at around 12.30 A.M and reached home around 1.00 A.M. Was tired but it was really fun. Looking forward for the 95th anniversary and 100th anniversary. WELL DONE PENANG GIRL GUIDES!!!! GUIDING FOREVER!!!^^

This Few Days

Starting from this one week raya holiday, I had done very few things but got a few surpises. I had almost done the homework Pn Komala asked to do, study a bit, blogging, online(alot), texting, calling, and lepak-ing. I think I had wasted this precious week. lolx. I know, I know. Its too late for regrets. hahax. Ok. Lets start my day with the day before yesterday that is Friday.

I went to my cousin's so called Malam Bujang. It was damn funny. hahax. According to Chinese customs, the tai kam che have to say some good words when the ceremony was held. My cousin was very sporting though. hahax. if you had attended before, you will know how funny it was. When back at about 1 in the morning. the next day woke up early at about 8 something as today was my cousin's wedding ceremony and err.... the pictures shall upload some other time as I need to get the pictures from my lil cousin. My mom has to be there earlier as my lil bro stayed there with my lil cousin and get his clothes for him so I tagged along. hehex. My cousin, who was getting marry was the modern type but the weird thing is, she wore the traditional Chinese wedding costume. Its nice though. Then we waited for quite some time as the groom has to come from the island and I heard he forgotten to bring something.

So we waited for like half-an-hour till the hen tai said the groom was on his way. We, the chi mui, quickly rush into the house and lock the door the prepare the tasks for the groom and his heng tai before he can get his wife. hehex. There were three games. The first was the banana game. The use the whole bunch of bananas and tie on the groom's waist. Then all his heng tai has to bite the banana from his( you know where). hahax. At first they were really hesitate but what to do. Heng tai must help the groom to get his wife. Then the next game was licking jam. By using cling wrap with both side covered with jam. the groom and his heng tai has to lick the jam together from the cling wrap. Its disgusting. hehex. The last task was all his heng tai has to gone through pain! YESH!!! PAIN!!! They stick the plast to take off the bulu kaki. hahax. Its so ouch. The groom kena the worst of couse then only he know the pain girls has to gone through.

Okla. After all those tasks, its ang pow time for all the chi mui. He is rich so we need not worry for the amount of moeny inside the ang pow(red packet). Ok. lets skip the praying part. After prayer for the God and anchestors, its yam cha time. After yam cha, ang pow time again for her relatives whom are younger and unmarried and hahax, I am one of them... After all those ceremony, me and my sis have to rushed back as the couple are one their way to my house to cham cha for my grandma. Reach my home, pray to the anchestors and then cham cha to my grandma. The only thing is, the cha/tea is replaced with milk as my grandma, whom is sick, drank only milk for many many years.

At night, I was suppose to attend my cousin's wedding dinner but I had another dinner to attend that was Penang Girl Guide 90th Anniversary Gala Dinner at Berjaya Georgetown Hotel, Penang. It was a great dinner. Took loads of pictures but the cameraman haven't send it to me so we shall wait for it. I guess I will be posting the pictures on the next post. There's a story happened to me during the dinner. I went down before the dinner starts to wait for the arrival for Asa and the gang because Asa got no scarf. Then I saw Ms Oh so as a sign of respect(she is my tester for PCP) I greeted her. The suddenly she asked me wheter can I help her to be one of the guard-of -honour. I was like, huh. Then of course I said can la. Pandu Puteri sentiasa menolong orang lain. hehex. The dinner was superb. Was the best dinner I had attended so far. My table, nunbered 29, won 3rd lucky draw. Lucky huh? but non of us got individual lucky draw, except for one of my junior from table 8 got one of the individual lucky draw. The dinner ended somewhere around 12am. Before the last couse of meal, I went to my juniors table just to make sure everything was ok for them and of course to tell them that their performance was good. Then I meet up with Miss Liau. She was the commisionor who first taught me about Queen's Guide during friendship trial. Lucky of me that she still remember me. hehex. She taught me singing for 7days. She can sing very well most of the guiding songs.

ps; The dinner was attended by the KDYTM of Johor. hehex. She was the vice president of the Girl Guide Association of Malaysia. I had a chance to took photos with many of my friends and Miss Liau too. Thought of taking picture with the KDYTM but no chance.

Picures shall be the next post I hope and get well soon to ... ....... .. .... . God bless you my dear. hehex....