SPM-ing

Hi peoples. WOW!!! I had actually broke my record of blogging that is abandoning my blog long enough to make it rot. I guess Nuffnang is going to take me out from their list. hahax.


Okays, cut the crap. As most of you out there know, now SPM is going on nationwide. That includes every 5th formers including me. Last weeks was good but this weeks sucks like shit nie. Addmaths paper 1 was ok but paper 2 was..... OMGs!!!! After this going to be all die hard subjects that is Bio, follow by Physics and lastly Chemistry. I have no idea how am I going to go through all this 3 days without sufficient knowledge. My dearest teachers has given the ball but I myself did not put enough effort in cathing the round, slippery ball. Haix....


TELL ME!!!!!




TELL ME!!!!




TELL ME!!!!


How am I going to go through all this and hoping to get a good result? However, someone told me that ... has got faith in my that I can do it. ... believe in me and thus, I will try my best.



I promise you I will try my best and wiil not dissapoint you. I love you (although if you don't). huhu....


I some how felt sorry to my maths teacher, Pn Lee. I think I did badly in maths. My tuition ir checked paper 1 for me d and I got 14 questions wrong. Sorry teacher...



To my sir, I'm sososo sorry sir. I don't think so I can get A d. Not even B. If I can get a B or C also I'll be so happy d.


GOD,,,,, please help me. I need good result... T____T

Bye Everyone!!! Graduating from high school.....

Hie.... This blog post is dedicated to my lovely school, dedicaated teachers, friends and juniors. It has been five year been in SMK Convent Butterworth. Many things and changes I had seen and experience I had gained throughout these years. Now, it has come to an end. It is sad to say bye to a place that can be called my second home. There is the place where I laughed, played, cried, gained knowledge and experience, been scolded and many more. Many friends I had known and many teachers had taught me before. In just a small community in the school, we can see and experience many types of human nature.

From there, we learn how to handle with various situation and people. We learn how to play and communicate. We learn how to read and write. We learn how to be brave and daring. We learn how to make friends and respect each others. We learn how to socialise and knowing what is good and what is bad. We lean how to learn things in life. From life to death, learning will never stops and school is the place where we learn most of the things in life EVEN about religion.

In my schooling life, my friends and I used to thought that school is torturing. When it comes to exam time, we planned to burn dowan the school or broke in the school and steel the exam papers. We had even thought of rob the teacher's laptop but we had never did any of it. hahax. But now, when everything is coming to an end, we feel sad, dissapointed, happy, missing this and that, guilty and many more. Here, I would like to dedicated these songs to all my friends, teachers, and juniors who know me. hehex....






We are happy as we graduating but we are thinking, will me meet each others again? Will we be coming back to this school and gather together? Will we even talk to each others again? Deep in our heart, we know that we will miss and will never forget each others even when we are on our own path, separating far away from each others....











Teachers, you had taught me more than what is in the syllibus. You had taught me about the life outside the school's wall. You had given me strength to walk through the difficulties I had faced. You had given me a ball the is needed so much to continue my journey in life. Now, all I have to do is to use the ball wisely. Thank You TEACHERS!!!!









Friends we will be friends forever right?????

Haix. So gonna miss everyone. sobz.... ohya, all the best to all SPM candidates expecially to my dearest friends. To my teachers, May God bless you. hehex. To my juniors, all the best in your future SPM!!!



TEACHERS!!! FRIENDS!!! I LOVE ALL OF YOU. THANK YOU FOR THE DAYS IN SMKCBW. I AM SO GONNA MISS YOU. T____T



Lastly a farewell clip

SPM in just 6 days

Gosh! It has been a hectic week for ME and I am sure that that is the situation too for all SPM 2009 candidates. SPM will be kick starts on 18th November that is next Wednesday which means, 6 days left for preparation. I hope its still not too late for me to catch up my studies. I think I had been spending really much time on Sejarah(History studies). I am a bit scared of it as I really wanted to score Sejarah as it is one of my favourite subject. I cannot afford to score a B or even A- for Sejarah. huhux..... Ohya, for those who still unaware of the new grading system, here it is.


Old Format New Format Merit
1A A+ 18

A 16

2A A- 14

3B B+ 12

4B B 10

5C C+ 8

6C C- 6

7D D 4

8E E 2

9G G 0

According to Higher Education Department director general Datuk Dr Radin Umar, this new system will be used on 2009 SPM leavers which means US!!!! For you who wanted to apply for scholarship, they will be evaluating using this system starting from next year onwards. Last time(old system) we need to get A1 but now we need to get A+.

Make It Through The Rain

When you get caught in the rain
With no where to run
When you're distraught and in pain without anyone
When you keep crying out to be saved

But nobody comes and you feel so far away
That you just can't find your way home
You can get there alone
It's okay, what you say is

I can make it through the rain, I can stand up once again on my own
And I know that I'm strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day and I make it through the rain

And if you keep falling down, don't you dare give in
You will arise safe and sound, so keep pressing on steadfastly
And you'll find what you need to prevail
What you say is

I can make it through the rain, I can stand up once again on my own
And I know that I'm strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day and I make it through the rain

And when the rain blows, as shadows grow close
Don't be afraid, there's nothing you can't face
And should they tell you, you'll never pull through
Don't hesitate, stand tall and say

I can make it through the rain, I can stand up once again on my own
And I know that I'm strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day and I make it through the rain

I can make it through the rain
As I live once again
And I live one more day
I can make it through the rain
Yes you can
You gonna make it through the rain




I would like to dedicate the above to-

someone I love from the bottom of my heart- Never Give up K? I will always be by your side. Support you for every that you do. Always been loving you. <3<3<3 muax...

All SPM candidates - SPM is like a storm to us. Brave through this storm and surely we can do well. All the best peoples...

My dearest friends and readers - In life, there is always challenges ahead waiting for us. There is no escape so what we can do is to stand tall and go through it!!!

GOOD LUCK and ALL the BEST in LIFE!!!

WHAT THE FUCK!!!! Runaway Maid!!!!

Hi everyone. hmm.... I don't know what to write for the title so just pick one stupid titile and put. Yesterday, my maid ran away. She is supposed to take care of my bed-ridden grandmother. She has been acting strangely since she got her mobile phone about 3 months back. However, my parents did NOT take any action because they though of giving her some freedom and so on. It got worst when it came to Hari Raya. She asked my aunt for permission to go out with some other maids from the neighbourhood so my aunt let her since its Hari Raya.



Ohya, she has worked for more than 2 years here. Imagine! A maid using two mobile phones and its a more expensive phone than us, the employers. WTH right? but we are too linient and let it be. Her attitude really SUCKS to the max after she came back from the Hari Raya outing. She has NO respect towards my parents. She ignored my parents(expecially my mom) and hang on the phone for hours!!! When we asked her about it, she said its a call from her family back in Indonesia. Come on la. We are NOT stupid and you are not the first maid we hired so of course we knew wether its an Indonesian or not plus the language she spoke is totally NOT her mother tongue but its our slang.



She did not do her work properly(house cores) and my grandmother really got damn thin right now. We suspected that she rarely fed my granny. She took the advantage of our courtasy to her and asked for another outing. This time around, she asked my aunt for it.




NOW!!! she ran off just like that at around 8PM. I think she choose that time because everyday at 8PM everyone in my house will be surrounding telivision to watch news and no attention will be on her. Here's the cornology.

8.00PM-
A car sound was heard at the back but no one would bother becuase thought that would be some neighbour's car or something



8.05PM-
Her mobile phone rang and the car was still there and I immediately suspected something wrong but still wouldn't bother to care.


8.10PM-
The back door sound was heard and the car went off. I don't dare to check as I am afraid if it was just an misunderstanding. My maid is a very sensitive person.


8.15PM-
Went to the kithen/back and check wether is the maid still here and BROVO!!! I am right. The maid ran off but before I confirmed that, I went into her room and checked wether is her belongings still here or not and again, NON!!! So I made my own conclusion, SHE RAN OFF!!!!

8.20PM-
Went and told my dad about it(he is the only adult at home on that time). He then called up my aunt and the stories dragged on until today.


At about 3.00PM today, one of my aunt came and told us(excluding my mom and dad) that
she wanted to bring my grandma back to her house so that she can take care of her instead of her coming to overnight at my house while waiting for a new replacement or something. Me and my elder sis had nothing to said and just SHUT our mouth up as it is non of our business. We are just kids. Who are we to say anything. Even my youngest aunt don't dare to comment. As the eldest siblings(another aunt of mine), she has to make a decision so after my aunt(the aunt that want to take my grandma back) gave reasons and bla3, she said OK. End of story and case. My grandma is to be sent there. Well, its better than sending her to a home right.



haix. Although that its something good for my aunt(that she doesn't need to come my house too often) and my grandma(cause her good daughter is taking care of her), I still felt sad. My grandma has been staying with my family since even before my parents got married. Imagine that! My grandma used to take care of me when my parents when for holiday last time. haix.... T____T..... I am in a bad mood right now. All because of the IDIOT maid that ran away and my stupid and banyak mulut dad. He said something hurting yesterday and made my aunt cried. That is such a fooled act of him. That time was such a serious matter and he still can say things like that. WTF!!! Its not what la but hmmm... the sorrowness in my heart.... haix...... no mood for anything now. Pray that everything will turns out fine la.... *clossing eyes,putting hands together and pray*

Luncheon and the end of 2009 4th Unit Rangers.

hmm.... I guess I had been abandoning my blog(this lil bloggie) for a week. Sorry..... I am VERY busy. Busy with luncheon stuffs and also sad because........( if you know please diam-diam k? you know i know can d). Pictures about 9 Emperor God part 4 will be updates some other time. lazy to take the camp and upload it cause I am going to online for just an hour. If I upload, need to wait very damn hell long cause the file is BIG. So back lets talk about luncheon. Since I am the president for the guides association of my school, I am incharge about the annual luncheon - planning, buying stuffs, confirming attendance, researching and many more. Had actually planned this since last few weeks but because of the holidays(Hari Raya and Deepavali) it postponed. Then the 9 Emperor God festival comes. Since most of my members are Chinese and they were on vegetarian diet, so bye2 luncheon again. At last decided to held it on 29th October 2009 which is a Thursay.

The planning really starts on this week as last few weeks I always ponteng school. hahax. Ok. First step of everything ahead is PLANNING.


Planning

Annual luncheon was not held for everyone for the past few years if I am not mistaken. As I am incharge this year, I wanted to do the best for every of my members so that they can remember 4th Unit Rangers FOREVER!!! The initial planning was to held a buffet lunch but after some surveying, DAMN!!!! very expensive nerh. I called up the catering lady and ask for the price. She said must at least 100 person and its RM15/head at least. I was like WTF!!! Then cancel buffet. So got NO choice. Have to take McD although I don't actually prefer to it cause almost every club/uniform bodies in my school is taking fast food expecially McD but at last take McD. Then teacher told me to give a souvenier to EVERY 5th formers members. I was like HAR???!!!!( im afraid not enough budget). The teacher said, "yala. give them something nice." I just said oklo. Crack my head to think about everything. Asked a few opinions but at last I have to use my own idea. lolx. So I plan to do a badge for them. Its a metal badge which we will usually get when we went to a campfire or something. I thought that it will be something memorable right? Then ok. Go ahead with my plan.


During the hard times.

The hard times is during this week, from Monday to yesterday. Why? ok. Let me elaborate. (rubbing hands)....
First, Monday. Went to school to furthur discuss and comfirm everything about the lucheon. Many of the members did not turned up at school and had not settle their debts. Some of the teacher advisors were not there too.

Then, Tuesday. had to decide which McD set to order and how many, how much, and blablabla. So asked a few opinions from a few members which I had randomly choosed. Decision? McValue Lunch Mc Chicken and Fillet-O-Fish. How many sets? 79 sets for Mc Chicken and 10 sets for Fillet-O-Fish. Then again went to make a survey on which design should I use to make the metal badge. Decision? 2nd design. Then went to the souvenier shop at Kampung Benggali. Ordered 70 badges that cost RM2.50 each. Went back and rushed to make a call to McD. I called up Mc Delivery, mana tau after talking for 20 minutes and wasting my RM3.10 that lady told me cannot order through Mc Delivery if want to have Mc Value set. So FINE!!! Rushed my sister to fetch me go McD at Sunway. Before that, kena lecturing from her. She ask me to claim petrol money. hahax. had a small so-called arguement with my sis infront of the event manager. So embarrasing. Settle everything then go Sunway Carnival which is just beside McD to buy souveniers for teachers. Decided to buy a nice pen so just straight head to Popular. Ask my sis to choose and I'll decide. I had choosen the nice(not really) and not expensive one. hahax. I am stingy I know. Choosen d, decide d ma buy lo. Pay money then go back. Texted Shi Yun ask her take money to school.


Wednesday, which was yesterday. Some of them came and told me that they are vegetarian on that day and some said they not coming so had to cancel their name. Later, went to see teacher and told her that after everything, still left around RM270 like that. She asked me to get something nice for the teachers o something. The main point is SPEND THE MONEY. Then went back straight away called up the McD and told them about the changes(time, amount and upgrade from M to L). Settle! Craking my head till really burts open d and at last ask my younger sis to help me think what to do with those money. She suggested to go and have a walk behind my house. So we went and saw a new bookstore near my house. Went in and saw some ideas that is file for my dearest AJKs whom had helped me alot this year. Then continue walking till reach florist. Went it and decided to buy flowers for teachers. Well, you know teachers..... I mean women... hahax. Flowers will be something good. lolx. It shows our love to the teachers. Ask that person to wrap it and got one special one(more expensive and with small flowers) for Pn Hindon.

Went back home and have a short nap. Woke up at 7 something than go take the flowers. DARN!!! RAINING!!! What to do??? haix. Nvmla. Just walk and take nie la. So I walked in the rain just to go and take the flowers and buy the files. Walk, walk, walk, reached the bookstore but CLOSED!!! WTH!!!! Don't care. Walk till florist take flower and walk back again. Once home sweet home, called up one of my godsis ask for her help to fetch me to some other bookstore nearby to buy the file. She was in BM that time but she is willing to help me out. So she rushed back and fetched me to Womlys. She was late and she asked me to follow her but I said I cannot cause I really have loads of things to do. Sorry yea jie. Sampai rumah, check everything, set! go to bed. Damn tired. By the way, the flowers was lovely.



The day!!!

Went to school like normal but asked my sis to fetch because I have loads of things to carry and cannot take bus. At around 12 something, went down and followed Ms Nalini to McD to pick up our FOOD!!!! Get to skip Physic lesson(YEAH!!!!)..... Reached McD and told that person her name is Joanne(whoever was that) that I am there to pick up my order. That person told me that they haven't prepare yet!!! I looked at her.


Me: Har?
The lady: Sorry. We had made a mistake. We thought that its tomorrow.
Me: No! Its today.
Teacher: Tomorrow also have but its different one.
The lady then went and check and confirmed that we did order it today. So its not our mistake lo. Its theirs.
The lady: Please have a seat and while we prepare for you.

FINE!!! Seat and wait till teacher beh tong d and go ask for drink. The lady gave us free drink. Well, they should(in my opinion). Waited again for another half and hour and both of us beh tong d. Straight go to counter and ask them to move faster as we are LATE as in like VERY LATE. Stand for another 30minutes at the counter just to observe. Finally, made the payment and chao. Teacher have to speed up but she was so scared that anything will happen to her new car. lolx. On the way, Shi Yun called teacher and asked where were we? Teacher just just said want to reach d. Once reached the school compound, saw a few of my AJKs and friends were waiting for our arrival. hehex... They were so kind to help to carry 8/9 boxes without me asking for help. Thanks fwenz..^^.... Everything was so hectic that time. I went to the canteen, put down those boxes than straight away take the things for the teachers. Teachers is to be served first right? I asked for Sui Nee's help(my lovely dedicated sec) to distribute the souveniers and the food to the teacher advisors while I distribute to the Head Teacher Advisor and also Pn Hindon(our pk koku). Shi Yun(my responsible and hardworking tressurer) is incharge in distributing the food to the members and other Ajks help her out. Too bad, I am busy till forgotten to take any pictures. haix. Too bad... First time see my Ajk work together but forgot to snap any photo.





The End


After settle with the students, now the Ajk's turn. Gave them the food and some went back earlier so did not took the Ajk souvenier back. Shall give them tomorrow. At LAST! I can have a rest. Rest for 5 minutes Shu-Lyn said, "kia". Wake up again and go to someone's dad's funeral. Anyway, its a SUCCESS!!! I mean the lucheon. At first me and Ms Nalini was so afraid that they will went back because we were late but luckly my members and Ajks were good. AARRRGGGHHH!!!! Huge relief to me. Most of the teachers praised that the souvenier was nice and lovely. hehex.... Happy that they like it.



Ps:
To all 2009 4th Unit Rangers of SMKCBW teacher advisors, Pn Hindon(Pk CoCu) and Pn Lam(District commisioner), thank you so much for trusting us the Ajk to be the commetee of this year. We cannot do it without the help form all of you. Hope you all like this year and the souveniers...


To all my dedicated Ajks, thanks for your help throughout the year. Really appreciate it. Hope we can work together again in the future. I know I had not been a good Unit Leader but with all of the help from you people, its been a successfull year.


To all my members of 2009 4th Unit Rangers of SMKCBW, thanks to those attended the luncheon and thanks for the support. Please forgive us, the Ajks, if you we did made something bad or make you unhappy throughout the year.


To all the future AJKs, do your best and let it be the most memorable year for your members. Don't take it easily. Let 4th Unit Rangers to get its flame back!!! All the best to all of you. If you need any help, do not be hesitate to call/ text me k? PLEASE..... Try your best to organise activity for your members. Don't be afraid of the loads of work. As the commitee expecially the leader, we must do our best to organise good and fun activity for our members. I hope that next year, you all will organise the 2nd 4th Unit Rangers Training Camp and more people will pass their test in guiding. I had kick started it(although it does not went very well) so please try your best to organise. Don't be lazy!!! Next year, count on all of you.


Lastly, thank you for everyone whom is involved directly and indirectly in helping 4th Unit Rangers of SMKCBW 2009 expecially to the principal, Pn Chew, Pk KoKu, Pn Hindon, all the teacher advisors(Ms Nalini, Pn Zalilah, Pn Hasanah, Pn Komala, Pn Suyati, Pn Fadzilah and Pn Norrizawati), my 13 AJKs comprising:

Assistant Unit Leader - Michelle Lor
Secreatary - Sui Nee
Assistant Secretary - Pavitra
Treasurer - Shi Yun
Assistant Treasurer - Tharanghini
Quatermistress - Sanggary
Assistant Quatermistress - Nur Shereen
Head of Department: Social- Kaveena Boss
: Bulletin- Lai Samm
: Proficiency badge- Siew Hui
: Diciplin- Khye Fang
: Activity- Vanessa tan
: First Aid- Shive Sangary

All the BEST and HAPPY GUIDING!!!! ^^

9 Emperor God Festival part3

Aloha. I'm back with more about 9 Emperor God festival here in Butteroworth. Firstly, to all readers that wanted to know more about the temple here, you can visit to www.towbookong.org.my to view more about the temple. As for today, I has just came back from fire crossing ceremony at the new temple and the autioning of the items which were used during Ew Ke at the old temple. There were items such as bicycle and 9 Emperor bags. Back to the new temple(Tow Boo Kong, fire crossing ceremony were much meerier compare to at the old temple(Guan Ying Ting Dou Moo Gong). I had noticed something miricle during the fir crossing ceremonies here in this two temples. There were dots showing ni these photos. At first, I thought it might be dust but after a few more observation, it appears to be NOT just normal dust. The first this is, it is coloured. Second, it has more and more expecially when you get nearer to the ceremony place. Third, it cannot be seen by naked eye. Fourth, Not every picture consist of the 'dots'. hahax. Anyone can tell me whats those? hmm..... Lets think together. While thinking, pictures time.....

The old temple(Kuan Yin Ting Dou Moo Kong)

Look at those coloured 'dots'.

Here's more when the medium crossed by.

Before crossing. the main medium, will give some advise and draw something(hu tao) on the back.

Me, just came back form fire corssing ceremony at the old temple

The medium on thrant. It is believe that the God get into the medium's body thus caused the medium to be on thrant

Praying to the God. They are standing on sharp blades

Medium on tharnt. The main medium is believed to be the ong yea.

The medium on thrant blessing the fire crossing place

Notice the black spot on the medium's face? That is the scar caused by the piercing on the 3rd day.

Items on auction. The items used for Ew Ke such as bicycle and 8 Emperor's bag is being autioned. Those items catch up to RM2000!!!

Fire crossing at the new temple(Tow Boo Kong). Looks edited? This picture is NOT edited.

The entrance of Tow Boo Kong

The coloured dots started to come.....

The opera show is as entertaiment to the Gods for this 9 days.

Last picture. Another closeup of the fire crossing place. The flame is so hot that I can feel it even from a distance away.

hmmm.... Lots of pictures this timethough a little jumbled up. hehex. Tomorrow is the 8th day of the festival. For those who wants to catch up with the events, tomorrow at the new temple will be the Fort Crossing Ceremony while at the old temple will be the selection of the new urn trustee(Lor Chu) ceremony. I had noticed that many photographers as well as reporters are here this year. I had met one of my seniors in Taekwondo. He came as a photographer. Well, I forgotten to took a picture with him. Thats errmm... kinda sad. Anyways, to all devotees out there, two more days to go. If you had promised anything, do it FAST!!!! Its very BAD to break you promise.... I will be posting more on the next post. Byes...... Take care everyone!!!^^