SPM-ing

Hi peoples. WOW!!! I had actually broke my record of blogging that is abandoning my blog long enough to make it rot. I guess Nuffnang is going to take me out from their list. hahax.


Okays, cut the crap. As most of you out there know, now SPM is going on nationwide. That includes every 5th formers including me. Last weeks was good but this weeks sucks like shit nie. Addmaths paper 1 was ok but paper 2 was..... OMGs!!!! After this going to be all die hard subjects that is Bio, follow by Physics and lastly Chemistry. I have no idea how am I going to go through all this 3 days without sufficient knowledge. My dearest teachers has given the ball but I myself did not put enough effort in cathing the round, slippery ball. Haix....


TELL ME!!!!!




TELL ME!!!!




TELL ME!!!!


How am I going to go through all this and hoping to get a good result? However, someone told me that ... has got faith in my that I can do it. ... believe in me and thus, I will try my best.



I promise you I will try my best and wiil not dissapoint you. I love you (although if you don't). huhu....


I some how felt sorry to my maths teacher, Pn Lee. I think I did badly in maths. My tuition ir checked paper 1 for me d and I got 14 questions wrong. Sorry teacher...



To my sir, I'm sososo sorry sir. I don't think so I can get A d. Not even B. If I can get a B or C also I'll be so happy d.


GOD,,,,, please help me. I need good result... T____T

Bye Everyone!!! Graduating from high school.....

Hie.... This blog post is dedicated to my lovely school, dedicaated teachers, friends and juniors. It has been five year been in SMK Convent Butterworth. Many things and changes I had seen and experience I had gained throughout these years. Now, it has come to an end. It is sad to say bye to a place that can be called my second home. There is the place where I laughed, played, cried, gained knowledge and experience, been scolded and many more. Many friends I had known and many teachers had taught me before. In just a small community in the school, we can see and experience many types of human nature.

From there, we learn how to handle with various situation and people. We learn how to play and communicate. We learn how to read and write. We learn how to be brave and daring. We learn how to make friends and respect each others. We learn how to socialise and knowing what is good and what is bad. We lean how to learn things in life. From life to death, learning will never stops and school is the place where we learn most of the things in life EVEN about religion.

In my schooling life, my friends and I used to thought that school is torturing. When it comes to exam time, we planned to burn dowan the school or broke in the school and steel the exam papers. We had even thought of rob the teacher's laptop but we had never did any of it. hahax. But now, when everything is coming to an end, we feel sad, dissapointed, happy, missing this and that, guilty and many more. Here, I would like to dedicated these songs to all my friends, teachers, and juniors who know me. hehex....






We are happy as we graduating but we are thinking, will me meet each others again? Will we be coming back to this school and gather together? Will we even talk to each others again? Deep in our heart, we know that we will miss and will never forget each others even when we are on our own path, separating far away from each others....











Teachers, you had taught me more than what is in the syllibus. You had taught me about the life outside the school's wall. You had given me strength to walk through the difficulties I had faced. You had given me a ball the is needed so much to continue my journey in life. Now, all I have to do is to use the ball wisely. Thank You TEACHERS!!!!









Friends we will be friends forever right?????

Haix. So gonna miss everyone. sobz.... ohya, all the best to all SPM candidates expecially to my dearest friends. To my teachers, May God bless you. hehex. To my juniors, all the best in your future SPM!!!



TEACHERS!!! FRIENDS!!! I LOVE ALL OF YOU. THANK YOU FOR THE DAYS IN SMKCBW. I AM SO GONNA MISS YOU. T____T



Lastly a farewell clip

SPM in just 6 days

Gosh! It has been a hectic week for ME and I am sure that that is the situation too for all SPM 2009 candidates. SPM will be kick starts on 18th November that is next Wednesday which means, 6 days left for preparation. I hope its still not too late for me to catch up my studies. I think I had been spending really much time on Sejarah(History studies). I am a bit scared of it as I really wanted to score Sejarah as it is one of my favourite subject. I cannot afford to score a B or even A- for Sejarah. huhux..... Ohya, for those who still unaware of the new grading system, here it is.


Old Format New Format Merit
1A A+ 18

A 16

2A A- 14

3B B+ 12

4B B 10

5C C+ 8

6C C- 6

7D D 4

8E E 2

9G G 0

According to Higher Education Department director general Datuk Dr Radin Umar, this new system will be used on 2009 SPM leavers which means US!!!! For you who wanted to apply for scholarship, they will be evaluating using this system starting from next year onwards. Last time(old system) we need to get A1 but now we need to get A+.

Make It Through The Rain

When you get caught in the rain
With no where to run
When you're distraught and in pain without anyone
When you keep crying out to be saved

But nobody comes and you feel so far away
That you just can't find your way home
You can get there alone
It's okay, what you say is

I can make it through the rain, I can stand up once again on my own
And I know that I'm strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day and I make it through the rain

And if you keep falling down, don't you dare give in
You will arise safe and sound, so keep pressing on steadfastly
And you'll find what you need to prevail
What you say is

I can make it through the rain, I can stand up once again on my own
And I know that I'm strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day and I make it through the rain

And when the rain blows, as shadows grow close
Don't be afraid, there's nothing you can't face
And should they tell you, you'll never pull through
Don't hesitate, stand tall and say

I can make it through the rain, I can stand up once again on my own
And I know that I'm strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day and I make it through the rain

I can make it through the rain
As I live once again
And I live one more day
I can make it through the rain
Yes you can
You gonna make it through the rain




I would like to dedicate the above to-

someone I love from the bottom of my heart- Never Give up K? I will always be by your side. Support you for every that you do. Always been loving you. <3<3<3 muax...

All SPM candidates - SPM is like a storm to us. Brave through this storm and surely we can do well. All the best peoples...

My dearest friends and readers - In life, there is always challenges ahead waiting for us. There is no escape so what we can do is to stand tall and go through it!!!

GOOD LUCK and ALL the BEST in LIFE!!!

WHAT THE FUCK!!!! Runaway Maid!!!!

Hi everyone. hmm.... I don't know what to write for the title so just pick one stupid titile and put. Yesterday, my maid ran away. She is supposed to take care of my bed-ridden grandmother. She has been acting strangely since she got her mobile phone about 3 months back. However, my parents did NOT take any action because they though of giving her some freedom and so on. It got worst when it came to Hari Raya. She asked my aunt for permission to go out with some other maids from the neighbourhood so my aunt let her since its Hari Raya.



Ohya, she has worked for more than 2 years here. Imagine! A maid using two mobile phones and its a more expensive phone than us, the employers. WTH right? but we are too linient and let it be. Her attitude really SUCKS to the max after she came back from the Hari Raya outing. She has NO respect towards my parents. She ignored my parents(expecially my mom) and hang on the phone for hours!!! When we asked her about it, she said its a call from her family back in Indonesia. Come on la. We are NOT stupid and you are not the first maid we hired so of course we knew wether its an Indonesian or not plus the language she spoke is totally NOT her mother tongue but its our slang.



She did not do her work properly(house cores) and my grandmother really got damn thin right now. We suspected that she rarely fed my granny. She took the advantage of our courtasy to her and asked for another outing. This time around, she asked my aunt for it.




NOW!!! she ran off just like that at around 8PM. I think she choose that time because everyday at 8PM everyone in my house will be surrounding telivision to watch news and no attention will be on her. Here's the cornology.

8.00PM-
A car sound was heard at the back but no one would bother becuase thought that would be some neighbour's car or something



8.05PM-
Her mobile phone rang and the car was still there and I immediately suspected something wrong but still wouldn't bother to care.


8.10PM-
The back door sound was heard and the car went off. I don't dare to check as I am afraid if it was just an misunderstanding. My maid is a very sensitive person.


8.15PM-
Went to the kithen/back and check wether is the maid still here and BROVO!!! I am right. The maid ran off but before I confirmed that, I went into her room and checked wether is her belongings still here or not and again, NON!!! So I made my own conclusion, SHE RAN OFF!!!!

8.20PM-
Went and told my dad about it(he is the only adult at home on that time). He then called up my aunt and the stories dragged on until today.


At about 3.00PM today, one of my aunt came and told us(excluding my mom and dad) that
she wanted to bring my grandma back to her house so that she can take care of her instead of her coming to overnight at my house while waiting for a new replacement or something. Me and my elder sis had nothing to said and just SHUT our mouth up as it is non of our business. We are just kids. Who are we to say anything. Even my youngest aunt don't dare to comment. As the eldest siblings(another aunt of mine), she has to make a decision so after my aunt(the aunt that want to take my grandma back) gave reasons and bla3, she said OK. End of story and case. My grandma is to be sent there. Well, its better than sending her to a home right.



haix. Although that its something good for my aunt(that she doesn't need to come my house too often) and my grandma(cause her good daughter is taking care of her), I still felt sad. My grandma has been staying with my family since even before my parents got married. Imagine that! My grandma used to take care of me when my parents when for holiday last time. haix.... T____T..... I am in a bad mood right now. All because of the IDIOT maid that ran away and my stupid and banyak mulut dad. He said something hurting yesterday and made my aunt cried. That is such a fooled act of him. That time was such a serious matter and he still can say things like that. WTF!!! Its not what la but hmmm... the sorrowness in my heart.... haix...... no mood for anything now. Pray that everything will turns out fine la.... *clossing eyes,putting hands together and pray*