Speechless.............

This post is NOT friendly at ALL!!!!! Many of you might not understand but I am sure that certain people understand.



(1st case)
I ask you out also. You said you will give me the answer later. You keep on dragging and dragging. Ok! Fine!!! I understand that you need time to choose who you want to go with. I text you this morning and asked you but you did not reply. So I waited for an hour. Then I thought maybe you're out of credit so I called you. You did not pick up my call instead you sent me a text and told me that you are on your way to Pacific. I ask you with him? And you just reply "Yupz". You know what my feeling is??? If you had already decided to go with him, who should tell me earlier. I cancelled all my programmes just for you... I only have one off day in a week. After this, school is going to reopen and you will be busy with school stuffss.... hmm... Its not that I am angry that you go out with him or whatsoever, but if you had choose that you should tell me earlier ma. Whatever la. Don't know why he can choose/get Wednesday off, the same day as me. hmm... Well,,, I guess its my fault again huh? It always is. lazy want to elaborate anymore. hmm........




(2nd case)
As all of you know(if you are following my blog and Facebook), I am currenly working in Sony Centre, Sunway. We work there by basic pay and commission. I admit that I like to compete. I always want to be fast but that doesn't means that I snatch whoever customer away. The customer's forehead does not labelled **** customer k? Don't say I snatch you customer. If you want the customer than be fast la. Don't just sit there. Like yesterday, got customer but you busy playing PS3 until neglect the customer. WTF!!! If that is you customer and I recognise or you come and tell me, I will surely let you take want even if you're off. But if the customer just walk in like that and I serve first then you said that I snatch you customer away, that is sosososososo unfair k? please.... THINK!!!!





(3rd case)
I thought I can be ok with you d. I mean as friends. I started the first move but you just cool with me. I tried again and again. Then you reminded me that I am not your friend. So, I move out. Hope you are happy with it. It is what you want. Not me!! I hope we can be like last time. Friends at least.




(4th case)
I made a damn F**King big mistake. I introduce a package with the wrong price for the customer. WTF!!! This time sure die la. I ask my senior for confirmation d and he said its that price. Maybe he misunderstood what I said lo. OMG!!! HOW??? What should I do??? The price that I said is RM2499 but the real price for the package is RM 4k+.... GOSH!!!! I somemore got two customer that ordered that package.... GONE LA!!! Hopefully my senior can help me settle. I hope I x get from my bos and x kena potong gaji. OMG!!! I am so so so so sorry to the customers. I am still new. Please forgive me k??? Its ok if you don't want the package... hmmm.....






Damn headache now... I don't know how and what to do on this horrible day. I hope tomorrow will be much better. I really hope that.... God Bless Me....

Working Life

Hye everyone. Ming is back. I will not be able to blog often as I am currently working. huhu. Don't have to blog anymore. I now blog with my friends laptop. muahahahaha.... okok. Lets talk about my working life.


I am working at Sony Centre, Sunway. So if any Penangnite wants to buy any Sony product including Sony Ericsson product, feel free to find me k? I almost ruin my chance when interview. Luckily the bos, Mr Lim is good. He gave me a second chance. Actualy I told him to hold first because I wanted to try for Switch since Switch also offer me there but after I get to know that here they give better pay, so i went to tell the bos that I accept the job lo. hehe...


First day of work, came here like a stranger. Its really like "rusa masuk kampung" nie. The staff here very good, very friendly. NO DOUBT about that as very soon, I can suit myself in. We work with basic pay and comission. The seniors/ other staff help you but if the customer is ours, then they will open our bill. hehe. That means, the commission is ours lo. Besides, we can play any product here including PS3, any phones and etc. hehex. Really fun nerh. okla. Sometimes boring also but with the friendly staffs here, no boring d. Guess what, just now, one of the sionr staff here did something to another senior staff. That they start chasing each others here in the shop. hahax. Then, they kononnya want to test the microphone and took out a new microphone and start singing session. hahax. Smart huh? Using the reason want to test or try then can use d. hahax.


Althought the pay here bot very high but I am very happy to be here. I don't mind the pay as long as I don't feel sucks working. hehex. Ohya, forget to tell. Here at Sunway Sony Centre, its kind of like full with CBW girl. There are 4 of us working here. hehex. Cool right? hahax.... Kla..... Shall continue next time in part 2.




CYAR!!!! muaxx to my P....... D........

A Hair Cut Finally

Aloha readers. As all of you know, I used to be long haired. I had been living in long hair life for the past errrmm..... aaround 10 years I think. Well, since I am in standard two. Now, I had finished my SPM and out of school, which means, school rules is no longer something I MUST follow, I went and cut my hair. The main reason I cut my hair is because of someone la.haha...

I went for the hair cut on Saturday and another cut on Sunday.



THE FIRST CUT



















THE SECOND CUT














I had received various response and comments. There are good and bad comments. The worst part is, I had even lost a close friend because of THIS!!! So stupid right? Its like, come on la. You already know I am like this since the very beginning. If you don't like it, then fine la. Its my hair, not yours. Don't insult me or anything. Who are you to insult me???!!!


Besides, many people asked me I sampai hati meh? The answer is YES!!! Of course la. But there is a pushing factor so it does not hurt that much. I should keep my hair and make it to wig. Now only I know i can actually earn about RM50 by selling my hair to make wig. hahax. Well... Its ok la. I don't really mind.


My parents reaction? My parents came back from Thailand the other day and saw my hair. Surprise of course but my mom knew that I'm going to do this so there is not really a big reaction on her la. She just asked this and that and tell me not to cut anymore. My dad, the first word that came out of his mouth is "Gonelah." Others ok nie la. I knew that my action will cause me a lot of consequences but I think I had prepared for it.


Sometimes I just don''t understand. Its my hair. Why should anyone bother? I am going to be 18 in less then a month time so what? After 18 I am a FREE BIRD!!! I should not deny if you ask me wether do I regret doing all this? My answer will be, Not for now. If everything doesn't work that I might regret but hair can grow right? Its not that it cannot grow anymore or something. So, we shall see how it goes la. God Bless Me....


How about studies? I am currently enjoying my holiday. Planning to work soon so not going to take January intake. I think I shall wait for the result. If I get a good result, maybe I will be taking related subject to Aviation. I wanted to be a pilot but if not pilot and only enginneer will do also la. Huhu... If my result not so good, then I shall be doing law. Most probabbly following my elder sister's foot step. I hope that my parents will send me to Brickfields instead of PTPL or ATC Kemayan. Ermm.... KDU also can. After completing my Law, I wanted to go for Culinary Arts. Actually, I wanted to take Culinary Arts instead of Law my non of my family members agree with that so I have to at least get a degree in Law and pass my CLP before doing my Culinary Arts. For Culinary Art, I want to go to Taylor's College. They have the best Culinary Art course in the whole nation. So, no doubt. I will go Taylor's College for Culinary Arts in future.


For now, I will be searching for work with errm... kind of high salary. hahaha. okla. Got to go now. Shall see all of you soon......

A Day Out With *********

Hi everyone!!! Feeling good huh? Yeah... I know how all of you feel now. SPM has just over right? So whats more? Its time to hang out and all with our love ones and friends. OkOk. Again, yesterday I went to Sunway. Its the 2nd day in a row my friends and I went there. However, this time is a little different. I went there by public bus with ********* , Audrey and Sui Nee. It was the first time that we get so close after a few months. hehex.

Reach Sunway Carnival Mall, Audrey and Sui Nee went to the cinema because Audrey's camera's battery had gone lost suspected to be in the cinema while ********* and I went our own way. Went one round at the ground floor then went up to the cinema. Decided to watch A Christmas Carol.

No doubt. This movie is boring. hmm..... Kind of regret watching this movie but don't mind la. I had a great time with *********. hehex. After the movie, we went round the mall again and again and again and again. Around 3-4 rounds if I am not mistaken. hehex. For some people, it may be BORING!!! but as for me, its not because I am accompanied by my loved one. Than, around 1.00 something, we went MAKAN!!! ok. Only I makan-ing. Than, ** came so ********* is following ** and left me. huhux. I know. It may be stupid for certain people to bring their love one and see them with other people, but what to do. Love is blind. hehex. Then, went and watch a movie with Sui Nee while waiting for ********* to finish the movie with **. Coincidently, our movie finished at the same time and our hall is just beside.

After that, we went back and of course by bus. The thing is, I accompanied ********* back because I am worried. Maybe I have been too protective. lolx. I asked too many questions too I guess. Anyway, its a great outing for me as I am accompanied by my friends and of course *********. Thanks everyone. *********, I hope what I am doing is correct and what you told me is true. I just want to show and prove to *** that *** is wrong about you. I love you with all my heart and YEAH!!! I will always be there for you, waiting for you, and showers you with all my love. Thank you for the day..... I hope there is another day like this but better without **.

Ok peoples, I am off for another show of A Christmas Carol. Its boring I know but I am going for 3D at Gurney. So, should be exciting I hope. hehex.

AT LAST, its OVER!!!

After all the fifth formers in the whole nation struggled to fight for their papers, AT LAST!!! its finally over. but its only over for those like me who took 10 subjects, Bahasa Malaysia, Bahasa Inggeris, Mathemathics, Additional Mathematics, Biology, Chemistry, Physics, English for Science and Technology, History and Moral Studies. For those who took Science and Accounts, you are a FREE Bird too.... Too bad for those taking other subjects. You guys have to wait... hehex.

The last push!!!


Ok.... Today, we had Chemistry paper 1, paper 2 and paper 3 as our last subjects. The first and second paper was OK la.... The tips did came out. However, for paper 3, I would say that I think I did quite badly. I think I did the wrong experiment or something. Anyway, who cares? Its OVER!!! Can't turn the time back or somehow change the answer right? So lets just leave it to the God to decide whether DO I DESERVE an A for the subject or not.


Move on to the next point of this post. I finished my paper about 10 minutes earlier. I mean included cheacking and cracking my head again and again until I gave up. The last 10 minutes was so so so so horribaly slow!!! It feels like 10 hours to me. I just wished to finish faster. I can't wait for the movie, New Moon!!! We had already planned this since few weeks ago. lolx. Everyone is just so CRAZY about New Moon now. huhu

Studying die hard

When the clock strike 3.30P.M. ,a huge sound of relieve can be heard from each classes. I guess everyone is just so relieve that it is over. As for me, it felt like putting a burden down after been carrying for so long time. You know, no good night sleep, no good time to eat, no internet, less tv, less texting and calling, PROHABITED to go lepak/hang out, no instant noodles, no junk foods, no cold food/drinks and etc etc. NOW!!! all of that can be FORGET!!! Just FORGET ABOUT IT!!! hahahahaha....... I felt so so so damn happy. Then, went and hugged a few friends. It was a real touching moment... huhux. We wonder when will we meet again? We wonder, how would our lifes be without them and many more questions but I believe WE ARE FRIENDS FOREVER!!!!

Rai and Jana chating... Might be the last chat..... but we know, it won't. haha

Run down the stairs from 3rd floor to the ground floor, when to the office to collect some certificates and stuffs. Then met a few teachers and had a little chat with them. OHYA!!! Today was one of my buddie's birthday. Early in the morning when we were in the hall lining up and checking the attendance, my Chemistry teacher said, Today is Sui Nee's birthday. Then, she asked us to sing a birthday song for her. My friend got blushed!!!! hahax. Well, here's something. My friend's favourite teacher is my Chemistry teacher. She just love her so much... After singging the song, Pn Wan said, "Today is her birthday. It's also her paper today.". Haha.. Know what it means? lolx.

Back to what I did after chit-chatting with some of the teachers. Sui Nee and I rushed out the school gate as if like we had never saw the road or outside the school for years. Then, jump in Shu-lyn's car and head to Sunway Carnival Mall!!! Straight go cinema but before that meet up with Asa and Wei Li first. Get into the cinema and movie started. That movie damn nice la. SO regret that I missed Twilight!!!





NEW MOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




AARRRGGGHHH!!!! NEW MOON!!! Love it so much la. huhux.
Can't wait for the next one. I damn lazy want to read the book. To me, movie is easier, save cost and easier to understand and NO WASTE TIME!!!! hahax... Those anti- New Moon can brush off. hehe.... I got to tell all of you this. The movei was SUPERB!!! It was AWESOME!!! To all Edward's fans, I am so so so sorry but I like Jacob. He is so kind. Pity him ended up being dump by Bella. SO stupid. It feels like Bella is using him to see Edward. haih...


After the movie, we went to walk here and there. Do this and that. There is a highlight of the day that I would like to share with all of you. As I had said just now, it's one of my buddie's birthday today. She had to went back earlier so she left us. I think about half an hour to one hour later, she texted another friend of mine saying that she is in Sakae Sushi at the Ground floor. Then, we decided to give her a surprise birthday present. Me and Audrey went in there and look for her. Saw her with all her family members including aunties and uncles. We surprise her with a huge box. She didn't open but she knows that we get it from Pinky Red la. Very obvious since the plastic bag is from Pinky Red. She was happy and of course touched with it... I bet she is SURPRISE with what we did. hahax. Sorry yarh uncles and aunties for disturbing the dinner.

Move on, me, Misha, Priya, Audrey and Chu just hang out for sometime than home sweet home. Had a real great day to celebrate my independence day from SPM. hahax.

I, Ho Yi Ming, hereby declared that, SPM examination for those who did not take Chinese, Tamil, Tasawwur, Pardagangan, Geografi, and I forget.... is NOW FREE from SPM examination. Now, all of you can celebrate your independence day with all your friends and family. Get up all the times that we had missed because of SPM!!! To those that will achieve their independence day soon, all the best in SPM!!!ENJOY EVERYONE!!!^^

SURRENDER!!!!

i dont know what to say but i am indeed very sad n dissapointed with what you had told me.

SPM-ing

Hi peoples. WOW!!! I had actually broke my record of blogging that is abandoning my blog long enough to make it rot. I guess Nuffnang is going to take me out from their list. hahax.


Okays, cut the crap. As most of you out there know, now SPM is going on nationwide. That includes every 5th formers including me. Last weeks was good but this weeks sucks like shit nie. Addmaths paper 1 was ok but paper 2 was..... OMGs!!!! After this going to be all die hard subjects that is Bio, follow by Physics and lastly Chemistry. I have no idea how am I going to go through all this 3 days without sufficient knowledge. My dearest teachers has given the ball but I myself did not put enough effort in cathing the round, slippery ball. Haix....


TELL ME!!!!!




TELL ME!!!!




TELL ME!!!!


How am I going to go through all this and hoping to get a good result? However, someone told me that ... has got faith in my that I can do it. ... believe in me and thus, I will try my best.



I promise you I will try my best and wiil not dissapoint you. I love you (although if you don't). huhu....


I some how felt sorry to my maths teacher, Pn Lee. I think I did badly in maths. My tuition ir checked paper 1 for me d and I got 14 questions wrong. Sorry teacher...



To my sir, I'm sososo sorry sir. I don't think so I can get A d. Not even B. If I can get a B or C also I'll be so happy d.


GOD,,,,, please help me. I need good result... T____T

Bye Everyone!!! Graduating from high school.....

Hie.... This blog post is dedicated to my lovely school, dedicaated teachers, friends and juniors. It has been five year been in SMK Convent Butterworth. Many things and changes I had seen and experience I had gained throughout these years. Now, it has come to an end. It is sad to say bye to a place that can be called my second home. There is the place where I laughed, played, cried, gained knowledge and experience, been scolded and many more. Many friends I had known and many teachers had taught me before. In just a small community in the school, we can see and experience many types of human nature.

From there, we learn how to handle with various situation and people. We learn how to play and communicate. We learn how to read and write. We learn how to be brave and daring. We learn how to make friends and respect each others. We learn how to socialise and knowing what is good and what is bad. We lean how to learn things in life. From life to death, learning will never stops and school is the place where we learn most of the things in life EVEN about religion.

In my schooling life, my friends and I used to thought that school is torturing. When it comes to exam time, we planned to burn dowan the school or broke in the school and steel the exam papers. We had even thought of rob the teacher's laptop but we had never did any of it. hahax. But now, when everything is coming to an end, we feel sad, dissapointed, happy, missing this and that, guilty and many more. Here, I would like to dedicated these songs to all my friends, teachers, and juniors who know me. hehex....






We are happy as we graduating but we are thinking, will me meet each others again? Will we be coming back to this school and gather together? Will we even talk to each others again? Deep in our heart, we know that we will miss and will never forget each others even when we are on our own path, separating far away from each others....











Teachers, you had taught me more than what is in the syllibus. You had taught me about the life outside the school's wall. You had given me strength to walk through the difficulties I had faced. You had given me a ball the is needed so much to continue my journey in life. Now, all I have to do is to use the ball wisely. Thank You TEACHERS!!!!









Friends we will be friends forever right?????

Haix. So gonna miss everyone. sobz.... ohya, all the best to all SPM candidates expecially to my dearest friends. To my teachers, May God bless you. hehex. To my juniors, all the best in your future SPM!!!



TEACHERS!!! FRIENDS!!! I LOVE ALL OF YOU. THANK YOU FOR THE DAYS IN SMKCBW. I AM SO GONNA MISS YOU. T____T



Lastly a farewell clip

SPM in just 6 days

Gosh! It has been a hectic week for ME and I am sure that that is the situation too for all SPM 2009 candidates. SPM will be kick starts on 18th November that is next Wednesday which means, 6 days left for preparation. I hope its still not too late for me to catch up my studies. I think I had been spending really much time on Sejarah(History studies). I am a bit scared of it as I really wanted to score Sejarah as it is one of my favourite subject. I cannot afford to score a B or even A- for Sejarah. huhux..... Ohya, for those who still unaware of the new grading system, here it is.


Old Format New Format Merit
1A A+ 18

A 16

2A A- 14

3B B+ 12

4B B 10

5C C+ 8

6C C- 6

7D D 4

8E E 2

9G G 0

According to Higher Education Department director general Datuk Dr Radin Umar, this new system will be used on 2009 SPM leavers which means US!!!! For you who wanted to apply for scholarship, they will be evaluating using this system starting from next year onwards. Last time(old system) we need to get A1 but now we need to get A+.

Make It Through The Rain

When you get caught in the rain
With no where to run
When you're distraught and in pain without anyone
When you keep crying out to be saved

But nobody comes and you feel so far away
That you just can't find your way home
You can get there alone
It's okay, what you say is

I can make it through the rain, I can stand up once again on my own
And I know that I'm strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day and I make it through the rain

And if you keep falling down, don't you dare give in
You will arise safe and sound, so keep pressing on steadfastly
And you'll find what you need to prevail
What you say is

I can make it through the rain, I can stand up once again on my own
And I know that I'm strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day and I make it through the rain

And when the rain blows, as shadows grow close
Don't be afraid, there's nothing you can't face
And should they tell you, you'll never pull through
Don't hesitate, stand tall and say

I can make it through the rain, I can stand up once again on my own
And I know that I'm strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day and I make it through the rain

I can make it through the rain
As I live once again
And I live one more day
I can make it through the rain
Yes you can
You gonna make it through the rain




I would like to dedicate the above to-

someone I love from the bottom of my heart- Never Give up K? I will always be by your side. Support you for every that you do. Always been loving you. <3<3<3 muax...

All SPM candidates - SPM is like a storm to us. Brave through this storm and surely we can do well. All the best peoples...

My dearest friends and readers - In life, there is always challenges ahead waiting for us. There is no escape so what we can do is to stand tall and go through it!!!

GOOD LUCK and ALL the BEST in LIFE!!!

WHAT THE FUCK!!!! Runaway Maid!!!!

Hi everyone. hmm.... I don't know what to write for the title so just pick one stupid titile and put. Yesterday, my maid ran away. She is supposed to take care of my bed-ridden grandmother. She has been acting strangely since she got her mobile phone about 3 months back. However, my parents did NOT take any action because they though of giving her some freedom and so on. It got worst when it came to Hari Raya. She asked my aunt for permission to go out with some other maids from the neighbourhood so my aunt let her since its Hari Raya.



Ohya, she has worked for more than 2 years here. Imagine! A maid using two mobile phones and its a more expensive phone than us, the employers. WTH right? but we are too linient and let it be. Her attitude really SUCKS to the max after she came back from the Hari Raya outing. She has NO respect towards my parents. She ignored my parents(expecially my mom) and hang on the phone for hours!!! When we asked her about it, she said its a call from her family back in Indonesia. Come on la. We are NOT stupid and you are not the first maid we hired so of course we knew wether its an Indonesian or not plus the language she spoke is totally NOT her mother tongue but its our slang.



She did not do her work properly(house cores) and my grandmother really got damn thin right now. We suspected that she rarely fed my granny. She took the advantage of our courtasy to her and asked for another outing. This time around, she asked my aunt for it.




NOW!!! she ran off just like that at around 8PM. I think she choose that time because everyday at 8PM everyone in my house will be surrounding telivision to watch news and no attention will be on her. Here's the cornology.

8.00PM-
A car sound was heard at the back but no one would bother becuase thought that would be some neighbour's car or something



8.05PM-
Her mobile phone rang and the car was still there and I immediately suspected something wrong but still wouldn't bother to care.


8.10PM-
The back door sound was heard and the car went off. I don't dare to check as I am afraid if it was just an misunderstanding. My maid is a very sensitive person.


8.15PM-
Went to the kithen/back and check wether is the maid still here and BROVO!!! I am right. The maid ran off but before I confirmed that, I went into her room and checked wether is her belongings still here or not and again, NON!!! So I made my own conclusion, SHE RAN OFF!!!!

8.20PM-
Went and told my dad about it(he is the only adult at home on that time). He then called up my aunt and the stories dragged on until today.


At about 3.00PM today, one of my aunt came and told us(excluding my mom and dad) that
she wanted to bring my grandma back to her house so that she can take care of her instead of her coming to overnight at my house while waiting for a new replacement or something. Me and my elder sis had nothing to said and just SHUT our mouth up as it is non of our business. We are just kids. Who are we to say anything. Even my youngest aunt don't dare to comment. As the eldest siblings(another aunt of mine), she has to make a decision so after my aunt(the aunt that want to take my grandma back) gave reasons and bla3, she said OK. End of story and case. My grandma is to be sent there. Well, its better than sending her to a home right.



haix. Although that its something good for my aunt(that she doesn't need to come my house too often) and my grandma(cause her good daughter is taking care of her), I still felt sad. My grandma has been staying with my family since even before my parents got married. Imagine that! My grandma used to take care of me when my parents when for holiday last time. haix.... T____T..... I am in a bad mood right now. All because of the IDIOT maid that ran away and my stupid and banyak mulut dad. He said something hurting yesterday and made my aunt cried. That is such a fooled act of him. That time was such a serious matter and he still can say things like that. WTF!!! Its not what la but hmmm... the sorrowness in my heart.... haix...... no mood for anything now. Pray that everything will turns out fine la.... *clossing eyes,putting hands together and pray*

Luncheon and the end of 2009 4th Unit Rangers.

hmm.... I guess I had been abandoning my blog(this lil bloggie) for a week. Sorry..... I am VERY busy. Busy with luncheon stuffs and also sad because........( if you know please diam-diam k? you know i know can d). Pictures about 9 Emperor God part 4 will be updates some other time. lazy to take the camp and upload it cause I am going to online for just an hour. If I upload, need to wait very damn hell long cause the file is BIG. So back lets talk about luncheon. Since I am the president for the guides association of my school, I am incharge about the annual luncheon - planning, buying stuffs, confirming attendance, researching and many more. Had actually planned this since last few weeks but because of the holidays(Hari Raya and Deepavali) it postponed. Then the 9 Emperor God festival comes. Since most of my members are Chinese and they were on vegetarian diet, so bye2 luncheon again. At last decided to held it on 29th October 2009 which is a Thursay.

The planning really starts on this week as last few weeks I always ponteng school. hahax. Ok. First step of everything ahead is PLANNING.


Planning

Annual luncheon was not held for everyone for the past few years if I am not mistaken. As I am incharge this year, I wanted to do the best for every of my members so that they can remember 4th Unit Rangers FOREVER!!! The initial planning was to held a buffet lunch but after some surveying, DAMN!!!! very expensive nerh. I called up the catering lady and ask for the price. She said must at least 100 person and its RM15/head at least. I was like WTF!!! Then cancel buffet. So got NO choice. Have to take McD although I don't actually prefer to it cause almost every club/uniform bodies in my school is taking fast food expecially McD but at last take McD. Then teacher told me to give a souvenier to EVERY 5th formers members. I was like HAR???!!!!( im afraid not enough budget). The teacher said, "yala. give them something nice." I just said oklo. Crack my head to think about everything. Asked a few opinions but at last I have to use my own idea. lolx. So I plan to do a badge for them. Its a metal badge which we will usually get when we went to a campfire or something. I thought that it will be something memorable right? Then ok. Go ahead with my plan.


During the hard times.

The hard times is during this week, from Monday to yesterday. Why? ok. Let me elaborate. (rubbing hands)....
First, Monday. Went to school to furthur discuss and comfirm everything about the lucheon. Many of the members did not turned up at school and had not settle their debts. Some of the teacher advisors were not there too.

Then, Tuesday. had to decide which McD set to order and how many, how much, and blablabla. So asked a few opinions from a few members which I had randomly choosed. Decision? McValue Lunch Mc Chicken and Fillet-O-Fish. How many sets? 79 sets for Mc Chicken and 10 sets for Fillet-O-Fish. Then again went to make a survey on which design should I use to make the metal badge. Decision? 2nd design. Then went to the souvenier shop at Kampung Benggali. Ordered 70 badges that cost RM2.50 each. Went back and rushed to make a call to McD. I called up Mc Delivery, mana tau after talking for 20 minutes and wasting my RM3.10 that lady told me cannot order through Mc Delivery if want to have Mc Value set. So FINE!!! Rushed my sister to fetch me go McD at Sunway. Before that, kena lecturing from her. She ask me to claim petrol money. hahax. had a small so-called arguement with my sis infront of the event manager. So embarrasing. Settle everything then go Sunway Carnival which is just beside McD to buy souveniers for teachers. Decided to buy a nice pen so just straight head to Popular. Ask my sis to choose and I'll decide. I had choosen the nice(not really) and not expensive one. hahax. I am stingy I know. Choosen d, decide d ma buy lo. Pay money then go back. Texted Shi Yun ask her take money to school.


Wednesday, which was yesterday. Some of them came and told me that they are vegetarian on that day and some said they not coming so had to cancel their name. Later, went to see teacher and told her that after everything, still left around RM270 like that. She asked me to get something nice for the teachers o something. The main point is SPEND THE MONEY. Then went back straight away called up the McD and told them about the changes(time, amount and upgrade from M to L). Settle! Craking my head till really burts open d and at last ask my younger sis to help me think what to do with those money. She suggested to go and have a walk behind my house. So we went and saw a new bookstore near my house. Went in and saw some ideas that is file for my dearest AJKs whom had helped me alot this year. Then continue walking till reach florist. Went it and decided to buy flowers for teachers. Well, you know teachers..... I mean women... hahax. Flowers will be something good. lolx. It shows our love to the teachers. Ask that person to wrap it and got one special one(more expensive and with small flowers) for Pn Hindon.

Went back home and have a short nap. Woke up at 7 something than go take the flowers. DARN!!! RAINING!!! What to do??? haix. Nvmla. Just walk and take nie la. So I walked in the rain just to go and take the flowers and buy the files. Walk, walk, walk, reached the bookstore but CLOSED!!! WTH!!!! Don't care. Walk till florist take flower and walk back again. Once home sweet home, called up one of my godsis ask for her help to fetch me to some other bookstore nearby to buy the file. She was in BM that time but she is willing to help me out. So she rushed back and fetched me to Womlys. She was late and she asked me to follow her but I said I cannot cause I really have loads of things to do. Sorry yea jie. Sampai rumah, check everything, set! go to bed. Damn tired. By the way, the flowers was lovely.



The day!!!

Went to school like normal but asked my sis to fetch because I have loads of things to carry and cannot take bus. At around 12 something, went down and followed Ms Nalini to McD to pick up our FOOD!!!! Get to skip Physic lesson(YEAH!!!!)..... Reached McD and told that person her name is Joanne(whoever was that) that I am there to pick up my order. That person told me that they haven't prepare yet!!! I looked at her.


Me: Har?
The lady: Sorry. We had made a mistake. We thought that its tomorrow.
Me: No! Its today.
Teacher: Tomorrow also have but its different one.
The lady then went and check and confirmed that we did order it today. So its not our mistake lo. Its theirs.
The lady: Please have a seat and while we prepare for you.

FINE!!! Seat and wait till teacher beh tong d and go ask for drink. The lady gave us free drink. Well, they should(in my opinion). Waited again for another half and hour and both of us beh tong d. Straight go to counter and ask them to move faster as we are LATE as in like VERY LATE. Stand for another 30minutes at the counter just to observe. Finally, made the payment and chao. Teacher have to speed up but she was so scared that anything will happen to her new car. lolx. On the way, Shi Yun called teacher and asked where were we? Teacher just just said want to reach d. Once reached the school compound, saw a few of my AJKs and friends were waiting for our arrival. hehex... They were so kind to help to carry 8/9 boxes without me asking for help. Thanks fwenz..^^.... Everything was so hectic that time. I went to the canteen, put down those boxes than straight away take the things for the teachers. Teachers is to be served first right? I asked for Sui Nee's help(my lovely dedicated sec) to distribute the souveniers and the food to the teacher advisors while I distribute to the Head Teacher Advisor and also Pn Hindon(our pk koku). Shi Yun(my responsible and hardworking tressurer) is incharge in distributing the food to the members and other Ajks help her out. Too bad, I am busy till forgotten to take any pictures. haix. Too bad... First time see my Ajk work together but forgot to snap any photo.





The End


After settle with the students, now the Ajk's turn. Gave them the food and some went back earlier so did not took the Ajk souvenier back. Shall give them tomorrow. At LAST! I can have a rest. Rest for 5 minutes Shu-Lyn said, "kia". Wake up again and go to someone's dad's funeral. Anyway, its a SUCCESS!!! I mean the lucheon. At first me and Ms Nalini was so afraid that they will went back because we were late but luckly my members and Ajks were good. AARRRGGGHHH!!!! Huge relief to me. Most of the teachers praised that the souvenier was nice and lovely. hehex.... Happy that they like it.



Ps:
To all 2009 4th Unit Rangers of SMKCBW teacher advisors, Pn Hindon(Pk CoCu) and Pn Lam(District commisioner), thank you so much for trusting us the Ajk to be the commetee of this year. We cannot do it without the help form all of you. Hope you all like this year and the souveniers...


To all my dedicated Ajks, thanks for your help throughout the year. Really appreciate it. Hope we can work together again in the future. I know I had not been a good Unit Leader but with all of the help from you people, its been a successfull year.


To all my members of 2009 4th Unit Rangers of SMKCBW, thanks to those attended the luncheon and thanks for the support. Please forgive us, the Ajks, if you we did made something bad or make you unhappy throughout the year.


To all the future AJKs, do your best and let it be the most memorable year for your members. Don't take it easily. Let 4th Unit Rangers to get its flame back!!! All the best to all of you. If you need any help, do not be hesitate to call/ text me k? PLEASE..... Try your best to organise activity for your members. Don't be afraid of the loads of work. As the commitee expecially the leader, we must do our best to organise good and fun activity for our members. I hope that next year, you all will organise the 2nd 4th Unit Rangers Training Camp and more people will pass their test in guiding. I had kick started it(although it does not went very well) so please try your best to organise. Don't be lazy!!! Next year, count on all of you.


Lastly, thank you for everyone whom is involved directly and indirectly in helping 4th Unit Rangers of SMKCBW 2009 expecially to the principal, Pn Chew, Pk KoKu, Pn Hindon, all the teacher advisors(Ms Nalini, Pn Zalilah, Pn Hasanah, Pn Komala, Pn Suyati, Pn Fadzilah and Pn Norrizawati), my 13 AJKs comprising:

Assistant Unit Leader - Michelle Lor
Secreatary - Sui Nee
Assistant Secretary - Pavitra
Treasurer - Shi Yun
Assistant Treasurer - Tharanghini
Quatermistress - Sanggary
Assistant Quatermistress - Nur Shereen
Head of Department: Social- Kaveena Boss
: Bulletin- Lai Samm
: Proficiency badge- Siew Hui
: Diciplin- Khye Fang
: Activity- Vanessa tan
: First Aid- Shive Sangary

All the BEST and HAPPY GUIDING!!!! ^^

9 Emperor God Festival part3

Aloha. I'm back with more about 9 Emperor God festival here in Butteroworth. Firstly, to all readers that wanted to know more about the temple here, you can visit to www.towbookong.org.my to view more about the temple. As for today, I has just came back from fire crossing ceremony at the new temple and the autioning of the items which were used during Ew Ke at the old temple. There were items such as bicycle and 9 Emperor bags. Back to the new temple(Tow Boo Kong, fire crossing ceremony were much meerier compare to at the old temple(Guan Ying Ting Dou Moo Gong). I had noticed something miricle during the fir crossing ceremonies here in this two temples. There were dots showing ni these photos. At first, I thought it might be dust but after a few more observation, it appears to be NOT just normal dust. The first this is, it is coloured. Second, it has more and more expecially when you get nearer to the ceremony place. Third, it cannot be seen by naked eye. Fourth, Not every picture consist of the 'dots'. hahax. Anyone can tell me whats those? hmm..... Lets think together. While thinking, pictures time.....

The old temple(Kuan Yin Ting Dou Moo Kong)

Look at those coloured 'dots'.

Here's more when the medium crossed by.

Before crossing. the main medium, will give some advise and draw something(hu tao) on the back.

Me, just came back form fire corssing ceremony at the old temple

The medium on thrant. It is believe that the God get into the medium's body thus caused the medium to be on thrant

Praying to the God. They are standing on sharp blades

Medium on tharnt. The main medium is believed to be the ong yea.

The medium on thrant blessing the fire crossing place

Notice the black spot on the medium's face? That is the scar caused by the piercing on the 3rd day.

Items on auction. The items used for Ew Ke such as bicycle and 8 Emperor's bag is being autioned. Those items catch up to RM2000!!!

Fire crossing at the new temple(Tow Boo Kong). Looks edited? This picture is NOT edited.

The entrance of Tow Boo Kong

The coloured dots started to come.....

The opera show is as entertaiment to the Gods for this 9 days.

Last picture. Another closeup of the fire crossing place. The flame is so hot that I can feel it even from a distance away.

hmmm.... Lots of pictures this timethough a little jumbled up. hehex. Tomorrow is the 8th day of the festival. For those who wants to catch up with the events, tomorrow at the new temple will be the Fort Crossing Ceremony while at the old temple will be the selection of the new urn trustee(Lor Chu) ceremony. I had noticed that many photographers as well as reporters are here this year. I had met one of my seniors in Taekwondo. He came as a photographer. Well, I forgotten to took a picture with him. Thats errmm... kinda sad. Anyways, to all devotees out there, two more days to go. If you had promised anything, do it FAST!!!! Its very BAD to break you promise.... I will be posting more on the next post. Byes...... Take care everyone!!!^^

9 Emperor God Festival part 2

Im back!!! Before anything furthur, I want to wish everyone "GOod Morning." Well, its 9.30 A.M now. lolx. I escape from school today with the reason, my addmaths tuition sir is coming. hehex. ok. Back to topic. The previous post I had uploaded some pictures about the 9 Emperor God festival here in Butterworth that I had joined. Besides taking photos, I had also taken some videos. Before watching the video, I would like to suggest that this video is only suitable for those >12 because there are some parts which I think might not be suitable for those <12.>

The piercing causes no bleeding and pain. Furthurmore, the next morning, it will heal by itself and will only leave a scar on it. Its miricle. No one can explain why this fenomenon happens in science but according to the devotees believe, the soul of the devote has left the his body and the deity entres the devote's body.

9 Emperor God Festival part 1

Ok. First thing I want to say is SORRY for abandoning my blog for this few days. I am actually busy with prayers. As most of the Chinese know, now is the time for us to be dovoted to the God by be a vegetarian for 10 days. Some would prefer 3 days or 7 days but as for me, I choose 10 days. The real days is only 9 days but we have to eat a day earlier to 'clean' ourselves. This few days, I had being in and out of the temple for ceremonies and blablabla. Ohya, I am the only vegetarian in my house since two years back. Its a bit troublesome but its ok. I don't mind. Well, I am sincere to this. hehex... Ok. Back to last week, I went to Dharsh Dwali open house. Something that I don't expected occured and I am very happy with it. Thanks for the invite Dharsh.


Here are some pictures of the Kow Wong Yea festival. These photos are on the 3rd day which is the day when they bring the Gods out for a 'walk'.

See how the did the piercing?

One of the Gods

Long iron sword or something like that.

With bicycle

Going round the fire

The Long Yea's 'boat'

Again????

Lion dance is also included.

The drum 'boat'

I tried to upload videos but I can't. To every readers expecially Fuziana, please see me if you want to see k? I even had the peircing process video. Maybe I shall be uploading later from youtube. Now I am uploading at youtube. Damn slow. lolx.

hehex... This is not my first time see this but this is my first snap it and posting it in somewhere public. Its a great experience though. This year I plan to walk across the fire ceremony but I don't think so that I will due to some reasons(shall not tell it here). hurm... Shall be uploading more pictures soon.

By the way, just for hte info of other readers, there were two temples relating to this event here in Butterworth,the old and new one(thats what we, locals call). The new one is the big and nice temple while the old temple is normal one but with more religious activity going on. I went to both temples and found it great. WEll, if you are a religious one, you might want to visit the old temple and see the ceremonies but if you are just a tourist, you may want to see the new temple. Both the temples are located about 3oo-400 metres away only. You can actually visit BOTH if you favour to do so. As this event is an annual activity, you can visit once a year, nine days each on the 1st of the ninth month-9th of the ninth month according to the Chinese calender which is usualy one months later than our usual calender. It is an event not to be miss by both local and tourist. Enjoy^^

Just a Quick One

Ok. Just a short post to update my lil bloggie. Today, I went to Sunway Carnival with my friends just to spend our NIE Pizza voucher. Before that, we went to library with the intention to study but ended up talking and laughing like no body business.

We were really serious at first

This happens the next minute

The next 10 minutes

Then went to Sunway(my elder and younger sis tagged along).

Saw this is Sunway. Its nice. hehex. Wonder who did that.

Everyone should go green and save the Earth

Went for a walk around the mall

I know I looks so suck and weird in this photo. hahax.

then eat

For some reasons, I don't like this photo

The vouchers we get after our hard work completing NiE magazines and videos

then walk again, then archade, then walk, then buy handphone then go back. hahax. Thats my life today. lolx. Life is short. Appreciate it. hahax.

Ouch!!!!

Lately I had been crasy over something on Facebook. On one of the post, Andy commented something and its really ouch. I'm not sure wether is it true but I guess that person will say the same. Now only I know that person's feeling of being with someone you don't love but that person loves you so much and you don't know and don't have the guts to tell that person. It's like, when you want to tell but you are so afraid that that person will get hurt so much. I want to concentrate on my SPM now and no get involve in any love life. Maybe I had not yet moved on. Its not easy to move on when we want to. It just come by itself. I think time should solve most of the thing. I seemed happy with everything around but in fact I'm not. I don't know how to say but it's just like that. When we love someone, we want to be with that person and make him/her happy, ease him/her life, lift him/her burden and so on. Some people said, true love means to let that person happy no matter what it takes for us to do it but to me, its not exactly true. You know, sometimes, love is just ain't so true. If something that will make that person happy but it may hurt or harm that person's safety, we wouldn't want him/her to do/ get that right? So, here is my theory. If it's something right after observation and judgement than do it! or else DON"T!!!!. Do not play with fire.

When this person(lets name her A) told me that A don't want to be with me anymore, my heart crushed. I had given up something important to be with A and suddenly, A told me that we can't be together anymore. I was like, WHAT THE HELL!!!! F**K!!!! WHY???? Then, I kept on bugging A for months till one day A told me that A love someone else(B). DAMN!!!! That must be so not true!!!(that was what I had told myself). Almost each day when we texted, A told me how much A love B and blablabla. My heart hurts so damn much but at the same time, I felt happy because A is so happy with the presence of B. From the previous experience(before A), I had learn that we should not be selfish in love. Sometimes, I think, maybe A is just testing me or something but after awhile, I know its not. Ok. Back to what Andy commented on one of my post in Facebook. Andy told me that A ask me to move on and get a new life. I was like, ouch! That hurts. What she meant by that? hurmm.... I can't really move on now. I guess I will be stucked her for a little while. Today, I chatted with someone(C). This is the person A loved so much. I had never chatted with C but today C suddenly started to chat with me on Facebook. Darn... I was shocked. Then, after some chat, I get to know that C loves A so much too.... I guess they both are gonna be together maybe soon or after SPM. A ask me to buy something and I know, its because of C. I was angry but its ok. A ask me to do, I'll just do it. Its for A anyway. As long as A is happy with what A is doing, its fine for me. I'll be happy as long as A is happy. If anything goes wrong with A, I will surely help her no matter what it takes. Some people may think that I am stupid or what so ever but it ok. That is what you think. I am still and will forever love A. A! What you said or did that hurts me will be forgiven it less than a blink of eye but my love to you will never less. I hope you made the right choice. All the best, good luck and LOVE YOU!

To ...... I am really sorry. I don't think I can accept you as I think it will not be fair if I'm with you but my heart and soul is not with you. I do love you but I realised that that is friends/sisters love. I don't want to lie to you and make you feel guilty or anything. Its not fair for us to be together as you love me so much but I don't. Please, give me some time to get myself out of the past mess that haven't solved. I am still strangled in this mess that makes me suffer each time I thought about it. Every moment I had now, I would like to dedicate to my dear SPM but at the same time care for A. After that I want to work, concentrate on guiding and taekwondo. I had really missed a lot in guiding and taekwondo. To be honest, the main purpose I want to work is because I want to get money for A's birthday present and because her present that I had planned is not cheap(it cost upto RM1000) so I have to work to get it. Besides, I want to get something for F too and of course something like an iPhone to induldge myself and also to keep for savings. I am sorry but you are not yet in my heart. Hope you can understand and accept this well......

REVEAL NOW!!!

Hahax. My previous post was about my lovely godsis birthday right? She has texted me to thank me about it and I know that she had already open and know what's inside rigth? Except that she is so damn busy till no time to open it. hehex. okok. Last post I had said that I will upload photos about it so, here now, I will reveal what I gave her. One WARNING to all readers, this idea is MINE!!! You know what I mean? I use ONE month to think and weeks to prepare so PLEASE do NOT steal my idea. At least not the same k? Ok. The first thing is of course the traditional method, a card. It was not in the plan earlier on but I think a card would make it more meaningfull so I just get a simple card and wrote something on it.

Just a simple card

Wishes and says and ermm deco?

Next is a cake. Hahax. Unfortunately, it is UNEDIBLE. But for those of you who had ur saliva on your face now, you are invited to print out the cake and eat. hahax. Enjoy you cake. I also don't know how does it tasted like so please tell me once you had tasted it k?

Lovely cake from kawaii hand made stuff

Thanks Samantha. Nice job. http://kawaiihandmadestuff.blogspot.com/

Last but not least, a small portable pen and badge. The other day when I went to survey on present I found this pen in Popular. I somehow think that it is cute and portable. Since jie like pink so I bought the pink one. Why do I said that its portable? Well, it is a small pen by it appearance but to ue it, you have to tiwst it and it will become longer as in like longer until almost like normal pen so jie can bring it to anywhere and use it at normal grip. I had also carved the intial F on it. That means that the pen is only for Foong. The badge attached to it is friendship badge in guiding where we will buy and give as a friendship gift to our really close friends. Friends in guiding on the other word is sisters. It is also known as sisters badge. Jie used to be in guiding so, it can be a memorable gift.

Just a simple pen and friendship/sisters badge

I had pick to post it instead of waiting for us to meet as it is NOT easy for us to meet. Both of us were really busy this year. Me with my studies and jie with her activities.. hehex. She texted me just now morning. She said that she was really shocked and never thought that was me. hahax. Am I that kind of person that will not do this things? ok. To some people, posting miy be rude, unsincere and so on but I wanted to give her a surprise and I did. She said she was really surprise with it. Thus, MISSION ACCOMPLISHED. hahax. My mood is good today because of that. lol. Btw, today is ermm....13th of October that is 2 days after her birthday. Imagine how busy she was for the past two days but it's ok. I don't mind as she have her own life and I have my own life and I understands that she is very busy with her now. hehex. <3<3<3>