Job??? or you???

Working life is not easy.
Its competitive and lots more.
I had never make up and suddenly, I am asked to make up.
I was like WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
To those that really know me, you all know why la.
The first reason is, I had NEVER make up in my entire life before.
Ok. Maybe yes when I am small but I couldn't remember.
But what I know now is, if I make up, I will surely loose you.
That is something so imposible that I will do.
I would rather choose you if I really have to lor...
I know you don't like it at all even my uniform but I know that you understand la.
I really don't know how to tell you about the make up thing.
I know if I tell you, then, it would be imposible for me to even go out with you d.
I don't want this to happen.
You know I would sacrifice everything for you.
I really love this job dear.
But at the same time, I have to be myself and take care of your feelings.
The only thing that I don't like about this job is.... this matter luh.
You don't even like at all when I wear M size guys cutting shirt.
Whats more with all this make up and girls cutting uniform.
For uniform, I have to. But if have to make up or anything related with it, its kind of imposible.
Not because of what but I have to take care of so many aspects including myself.
I am so so so so not that type.
If I really make up for even an hour, I know, sure gone want.
My current relationship or future relationship or even past relationship.
My ex all sure will not even look at me. Whats more with you.
I really have a big headache now.
I have to choose either one I guess...
AARRGGHHH!!!!! I just want to be myself ok??? hmm...

Job or you???
But 97% I will choose you because I really love you.

I would do anything for you.
I would sacrifice anything for you.
I don't mind anything for you.
All of this happens because I LOVE YOU!!!

I love you forever ......... .... ... ....