Drowning!!!

Today mommy,daddy, elder sis and bro still at Kota Kinabalu. Me and my younger sis decided to treat ourself with something else then my maids cooking because I AM LAZY to cook d. hahax. At first we wanted to use my Domino's express card and coupon that I get for my 1st placing but the Domino's guy said my house is our of their coverage area. SO forget about Domino's. My maid then come out from her room with the Star newspaper and we saw Viva Deal by Pizza Hut. It's cheap. I mean yeah. Cheap. 3 regular Viva pizza for only RM33. hahax. There is 3 of us here so rationaly 1 of us have to stuff 1 regular pizza... We(me and my sis) ordered that and another garlic bread. Pizza Hut's garlic bread is nice. hehex. Overall it cost us RM38++... Its cheap right? FINE!!! We did not manage to finish all the pizzas and left 1 more pizza. My younger sis said "Yay! We'll have pizza for tomorrow's breakfast!!!." So yeah, tomorrow we are going to have pizza for breakfast. Tomorrow will be the first dat for trial examination and I AM SO SO SO DEAD!!! For God Sake!!! I did not study at all!!! ok. I did but it seems to be useless. You know, only the book(s) open but my eyes concentrating infront of the lovely TV and my mind flew somewhere else. I tried out Chemistry past year just now and AAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
I only know like 30% of the questions. If only I can go back to form4. huhux. Miss that time.....
For the past few weeks, I had started studying like no body's business but hurmm.... nothing went into my bloody brain. Everything start halfway and stop halfway. Really feel so drowned with those books.... Pile and pile, tons and tons of books to read some more. Maybe my reading habit kills me. I can't study when the sky is still bright. The knowledge can only enter my brain when the sky is dark but that time I will be damn sleepy. I know I've used to study this way but I felt that this time is so different. Even before the exam starts,I am already exhausted. Can I die now???????????? Hurm... Hope that this week will got people really get H1N1 and school must again been closed down. I'm totally not prepared for this!!! Feel like giving up but HEY!!! Ho Yi Ming never give up!!! T.T HELP ME!!!!!
Last bt not least...

Baby,all the best for tomorrow's test k? Gud luck. Pray to God and step with your right leg upon entering the class orh. Love you. muax..