The Week After Trial

Only God knows how are we feeling now. Freaking nervous. Why??? Bacause of our damn marks. Teachers started giving the marks already and my marks were SUCKS!!! It's even worst then mid-term exam. Ok. fine!!! My chem, maths, BM and Phy increase but addmaths, bio, Bi and EST drop!!! huhu... There's some other subjects that haven't get yet. Hopefully my marks will be good la. hmm... I will consider this week as a bad-luck-week for me.

1st- My marks dropping *I failed my bio for the first time this year!!!*
2nd- Found out someone betrayed me *damn F**K that person.
3rd- Found out someone has lied to me *WTH*
4th- Got shootings from my sis and dad
5th- something not to mention.only me and asa know about it.shhh... secret between us
6th- Got a sms that really hurting
7th- Lost my chem practical book
8th- Pass up my matrix form without changing the course that I've decided earlier
9th- Lost my money * but not very much*
10th- sick * no one knew about it though*

SEE!!! Isn't that consider as bad luck??? I wouldn't want to elaborate those furthur as some of it really make me sad. Anyway, having phy tuition later but I don't feel like going. SO tired and lazy. hahax... friends, you all going? I know aud, siew hui and ern sure going.
Guess what? I got the spirit to do chem now. I've been doing chem since Wednesday. After chem maybe going to study phy. Thanks to those teachers that has been giving *lectures* to us. I mean, it really works on me. Pn Komala gives us a *lecture* and it boost up my spirit to study for chem and Pn Wan too has gave us a *lecture* and yes it works too. Just now Pn Lee gave me a short *lecture* just now. I got sad and yup, it help me too.

Teachers please keep on *lecturing* as it helps me to get the spirit to study. huhu...

Plan to go tkd today. Its has been a long time since I went for the last time. I wonder if my technique, power and stamina is still there or not. I stopped going to gim too. All because of SPM!!! Ohya, just now Pn Lee gives me a lecutre right? She ask me to stop KPC d.


Pn Lee: Yi Ming ah, you must stop doing your koku stuff and concentrate on your studies.

Me: Teacher, I did. SInce before mid-term exam till trial exam I din't did anything and just study nia. Just that now got a bit of work to do. Plus now Pn Hasanah absent.

Pn Lee: OK. Good la. You must know where to concentrate right now.



hehex. Teacher ar, I know ade la. I already give so many teacher nag d. hahax. I will concentrate on my studies and try my best for 2nd test and final exam. I can even stop online but one thing that I can't stop is SMS and calls. Witout my hp is as if like take away my life!!! huhu...
HUMPH!!! I will definately concentrate on my SPM now!!!




SPM!!! HERE I COME!!! wait!!! Don't come so fast. Let me study first. Let me fully sharpened my weapons before the war starts!!!


Baby, I don't know what to say but I love you more that what I have now. I just hope that one day you will realised how much I love and need you. It has been hard for me to stop what you ask me to and less messaging with you. I miss you more than everything. I hope you miss me too. May God Bless you.