Today!!!!

Ok!
I am a little emo today.
Thinking too much again I guess.
I wish that my brain will stop thinking nonsense.
As I grow, I've found that I get sensitive to things more easily.
I don't know why but I just can't stop the feeling from coming.
Or is it that my 6th sense is growing stronger?
hmm....
Its a question to ask but its not a question to answer.
Ok!
Stupid question I know.
Anyway I just wish that that feeling will just fish off la.
Headache, fever(a little), cough, here pain and there pain.......
Everything come at the same time.
WTH!!!!!!!!!!!
Ohya!
For your information, I am in camp again.
This time is at Penang Girl Guide Association.
Just packed few days ago, unpack yesterday and pack again today morning.
Great isn't it?
It look like I really enjoyed my life so much isn't it?
Well, many will said so(if you don't).
I would say, more or less I enjoyed la.
Or else I will not come d.
Each time I go for a camp, I have certain expectation.
When it gone lower beyond my expectation, I will not have good feelings.
I have to change my perceptions?
Yupz!
DEFINATELY!
I will try my best to change it.
I mean, I will not have much expectation next time so that I will not be dissapointed.
Same goes to other things that might or is happening in my life.
How I wish to start a new chapter of my life easily....
Rintangan yang ku hadapi sedikit sebanyak menjatuhkan diriku ke dalam gaung yang kelam.
I have been praying hard so that things can be easier for me but things doesn't seems so.
What should I do to ease my life?
Hurmph!!!!
TRYING MY BEST TO HAVE A BETTER LIFE NOW!!!!

OKla!
Gotta go now...
Will be going to airport tomorrow at noon.
Take care everyone!

Chaozzzzz..........

XOXO

For Fun

Hi all!!!
I am having my second semester break.
However, I do not feel that I am actually having any break.
Why???
Its because I am busy doing what I want to do and concentrate on all this while.
What else?!?!?!?!
Of course its no other than guiding.
I wish that I will not have even a day of rest from guiding.
Sounds crazy?
Maybe.....
But it is something that I am happy to do.
Actually, my semester break is OVER!!!
It's just over this week but the classes ain't starting at its full swing yet.
It will only be officially started NEXT WEEK!!!
DARN!!! I know! I know!!!
Okays. Let me continue....
Recently, PGGA is having camps almost non-stop EVERY week....
I am helping out in certain camps which I think is most of the camps.
No doubt, I am really happy doing it.
I felt happy each time I had helped the campers.
Attending camps reminds me a lot of my memory when I was in their position last time.
How I wish I could be them......
Ohya! I am thinking to take my QM/1st aid test next year.
Please be reminded that I am only THINKING of it!!!!
OK!!!
Gotta off now to pack for tomorrow's camp at Convent Bukit Mertajam.
Byezzzz.......

*ps,
Sorry yarh this post got no picture(s). Don't know why cannot upload

My new pets

Hey ya all!!!
I am BACK!!!
This time, I will bring to you a few pictures about my new pets.
They are the cutie caterpillars I had found a few daya back in my backyard.
I actually have had stuffs like this a few years back.
When I was little, I love spiders.
I always spent my time catching spiders and run around chasing others whom are afraid of them.
Then, I grew up liking small snails that we can get from the flower pot.
Its very tiny sized about 0.5mm.
Later, I start liking stuffs like caterpillars.
One day, my mom angrily told me that there's a group of caterpillars destroyed her plants so I anxiously went out to check out what's going on.
I got attracted by those cutiesssss and later decided to nurture them.
Not knowing how to nurture them into and adult butterfly, I tried my best to copy the same environment and to have all the needs as they have from their origins.
The first time of my efforts works and they became beautiful butterflies.
About two years back, I have another round of caterpillars.
There were 8 of them and I had even brought them to school so that I would not missed much of their growing processes.
Some of my friends and teachers were quite excited about them but some just felt so disgusting. hahahaha
Fews days later they went into cacoon stage and slept for a week.
A week later, they turned into beautiful butterfly and I brought them to school to show my friends and released them there.
This time around, I have 4 caterpillars and they are now in a stage of cacoon.
Soon(next week) they are going to be hatch into beautiful butterfliessss....
I can't wait to see them.
Oh My Babiessss......

The Life I Missed

Being out graduated from high school and currently in college changes my life so so much that at times I could not even recognise myself.



I used to woke up every 6 in the morning and rushing to catch the bus. Reached school, had a simple breakfast then drag myself to the classroom.

Being taught by teachers that follow every steps you took in the subjects is what I really missed bout high school life.

Now that I'm in college, everything is up to you.

Its something good as that is what I've always wanted but it just feels weird at times.

Teachers used to be my reminder to finished up my work and so on but now, who cares wether you even touches it or not.



I miss the life when I am really into sports.

Going gym at least once a week and sports training then represented the school and so on then win the race really makes my life wonderfull.

The feeling when we achieve something great or small after so many hardwork is undescribable.

Only those that had been through knows the feeling of it.



I missed the time when it comes to Taekwon- Do training.

I missed when every Friday night, I went to St Anne's Hall to train my skills.

Its so great to have been in Taekwondo.

Warming up, stretching, basics, pattern and of course SPARRING!!!!.

OMG!!! I really am missing all those.

It has been really LOOONNNGGG time since I've sparred.

I wonder can I even do a split right now.

hahahahahahax.



I missed the time when I walk from the school to the bus stop with my friend Shu-Lyn and at times with Audrey, my sis, Sui Nee and so on...

We talked and that is the time when we build our rapport.



I dearly miss every Saturday when I have to drag myself up in the weekend to attend cocuriculum.

It sucks but I enjoyed the times there.

Lots of work but I LOVE IT....



Now, I am enjoying myself fully in guiding.

"Guiding makes me really happy".

That is what I told those who keep on asking me why am I still actively involve in guiding while I am already out of school.

Hey humans!!!

Guiding ain't for young people only k?

Any girls/women that interested can always involve yourself in guiding.

Without guiding, my life will definately become EXTREMELY dull!!!



College life is not bad.

New friends, new condition, horrible result(to me), highly efficient and friendly staffs expecially Ms Quah definately colours my life in PTPL Penang/

Although there are certain things that REALLY pull me down, there are still things that is not.

The best thing at college is that we don't have uniform and all those stupid rules + there is no problem if we go late to classes or even skip classes as long as we can catch up with the study.

Assignments can just ignore.

Presentation so far only ONE that is for the Moral Education that does not instill anything in me.

Time is not really a concern as we will NOT be punished if we go late or something.

Attendance is so NOT important so if we lazy or don't like, can just skip class.

Class test, mid term and mock exam is also NOT important as the only important thing is FINALS on OCT/NOV and MAY/JUNE.

However, this kind of life makes me feel that life is too easy.

I don't like life like that.

I would prefer hectic life.





GOSH!!!!

How I hope I can get back my life like previous and the great things I am having now.....

Both of it will definately makes my life much much more meaningful and wonderful.....

T____T

JJ Lin's Concert

Hey peeps.
Any of you is a fan of JJ Lin?
Yes! Yes!
Its that famous Singaporean singer that I am talking about.







As you all know, for the year 2010, he is having a promo tour concert.
A great opportunity for those who stayed at Penang/ Butterworth as he will be here at Juru Auto City.
As my dad is close with the founder of Auto City, I am given a few pairs of VIP, front row and normal tickets.
I am opening this golden opportunity for those out there to join me in this concert.
Any of you interested of getting the tickets for FREE may send me a mail at lonely_ming@hotmail.com

Send me your name, phone number and why do you think I should give you the tickets.

Those mails that catches my heart will win the tickets.
Winners that catches my heart the most will win the VIP ticket while those that catches my heart will win front row and the one that I like will win the normal ticket.
The details of the concert is as below:






Date - 3rd of September 2010
Time - 8.30PM
Place - Auto City Prai

Its a great opportunity for you to catch a glimpse of him.
He will be presenting songs from his new album as well as old album.
Don't miss the opportunity yarh.
Those who bought his ticket d I am sorry to hear that but if you want more tickets, you can join too.....
Just send me a mail and tell me why should I give you the tickets.
One name can only win ONE PAIR of tickets.

SO HURRY UP!!!
Only mails sent in before 29th will be eligible.

Outing with friend

Last week, a friend of mine told me that he has not been to a shopping complex on the mainland.
So he asked me to bring and show him around and I said, "Yes".
Then, we asked a few other friends to tag along as we want to make it sort of like an outing or something like that.
We had been going to Gurney all this while so thought of making something different this time around.
At first, a few of them said that they will make it but on the day before, they said they can't make it d.
So, the outing left only two of us.
It feels weird for only both of us to go out.
I knew that there will be some misunderstandings after the outing as even before the outing, rumours has been spreading widely.
Anyway, never mind that, we go ahead with our plan.

Woke up at 10 a.m. today, take a bath, breakfast and feed my dog.
Then, went to the jetty to meet with Eddie.
errmm.... Did I mentioned about Eddie just now?
ok. This outing is between me and Eddie.
Its his first time taking a ferry too.
haha. He said the ferry is going too slow and he felt that it is not moving. lmao
Met him then we went to the terminal and took bus no. 703.
Reached Sunway Carnival Mall, we went up to the cinema and bought tickets.
We watched Knight and Day.
Its a somehow funny plus thriller movie.
Full of humour and actions.
Its not a highly recomended movie ler.
I bet that Eddie will not opt to watch it for the second time d because I won't be doing that too. lmao
Met with a few friends there too.... hahax.
Before going in the cinema, we went to Manhattan Fish Market for our lunch.

The meal is really in a huge portion to me but not to him. hahax.
He helped me in finishing the dish.
Thanks Ed!!!
Watched the movie with a bunch of kids!!!
Yea!!!
Kids in an action movie.Lmao
Finished the movie, we went round SCM.
Took some pictures too...

Ohya! We did something apart from that.
We went to Digi and pay my bill. lolx.
Paid RM200..T___T Pk d la......
Went in again and then went round n round and at about 5 something, we decided to make a move.

Conclusion, had a great time to day with Mr. Eddie Lim but I'm doubt if its a great day to him.
According to him, SCM is small...
Well, I practically agrees with him. lolx
Anyway, hope that he will not mind the rumours and will not try to avoid me after this...

Thomas Cup Semi Final

I am an avid fan of badminton(not only badminton but most sports).
I watched Thomas Cup semis yesterday and WOW!!!!
OMG!!! A step closer to Thomas Cup after Malaysia lost the Uber Cup to Japan.
Hafiz Hashim's calm and steady play has proves a come back.
He has prove to not only Malaysia but the world that he still can do it.
He is in fact the life savour of Malaysia after the lost of Hoo- Zakry to the Danish pair comprising Paaske-Rasmussen who are also the All-England doubles champ.
They were down by 26-24,12-21,19-21.
To me, they should NOT change their strategy during the second and third match.
Hoo is a good net player while Zakry is stronger and has faster footsteps compare to Hoo.
Maybe they just lost their energy after a tired first match.
Their mental control is good as they are able to catch up many points in the third match.
Their combination on the first set was nice but the changing of position of the pair has been a mistake.

In the first match, Chong Wei kick started the match by winning over Peter Gade by 21-17,21-17.
It is basically an expected winning as Chong Wei knows his rival very well as well as Gade.
Over 8 matches, Gade has only won once over Chong Wei that was in the All-England match.

The pair, Kien Kiat- Boon Heong has turn down the pair of Mathias Boe- Carsten Mogensen by 21-17, 21-19.
It is also a some sort of coming back for this pair after few dissapointments after the All-England.








Hafiz who look very calm when going in the court has made many of the fans worried. He, who lost to the Japanese pair in the previous match has redeemed his lost by the shocking yet wonderful win.
It was simply amazing to watch his game as he was actually leading all this time.
In the previous game with Persson, Hafiz losses to Persson.
Many of the fans has actually thought that Malaysia is going to say bye-bye to Thomas Cup but the shocking match showed by Hafiz had made the fans view change totally!!!











Next!!!!
Malaysia is going to face its giant opponent that is The People's Republic of China!!!
Many thinks that Malaysia is going to say bye- bye cuppie in this match on Fri. China sent their top players such as Lin Dan, Chen Jin, Chen Xu, Bao Chun Lai and many more.
Its tough for Chong Wei to win over Lin Dan as basically Lin Dan is better than Chong Wei.
Lin Dan is Chong Wei's biggest fear of all.
Our pairs will also face their difficulties as well as other singles.
It will definately be a GREAT, TOUGH match tomorrow.
However Malaysia, NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE!!!
Get back Thomas Cup for Malaysia after 18 years wait!!!
To all fans, DO NOT forget to switch on your television this Friday, 7P.M where our players will be facing a very very competitive team that is CHINA!!!

ALL THE BEST MALAYSIA!!!

Pixtaz......

Hey peoples!!!
Here are the pictures I had promised long long time ago that is pictures during my kl trip.
Sorry yarh i've got no time to edit it so you readers have to twist and turn your head to enjoy the pictures. hehex.
Well, before that, let me have a word of intro.
I went to kl on the month of March and April.
Coincidently, there is a F1 exhibition going on and I am a fan of F1.
I was thrilled of going to Pavilion to just have a look on those legends.
It has been great thought. hehex.
Besides, remember the night market I've told you about?
Pasar Malam Taman Counnought?
YESH!!! It is the largest/longest night market in Malaysia.
There are lots of food sold there but mostly its non-halal la.
My friend, Shu-Lyn and I bought a lot of foods till we cannot finish it up. hahax.

Pasar Malam Taman Counnought





The Hong Kong famous curry fish balls.



A part of the queue to buy Chao Tau Fu aka fermented tou fu




Our 'delicious' Chao Tau Fu




Me, wearing Chu's sunglasses. hahax.





I know I look weird in it.

My papa and mama at Pavilion




Them again




ME!!!! I am so proud to be with these legends!!!

Once in a life time though

One of the oldest F1 car

This baby is still use in racing nowadays

Beautiful right?

Thse babies just make me wanted so much to have a try on them. Aren't they just so beautiful? I am so so so speechless when I knew these babies are here. There is no way I am going to miss a chance to take pitures with them thought I don't have a camera with me. I don't used to bring a proper camera if they is no special function. I regreted so much.

Hahax. I really missed KL so much. KL I WILL BE BACK!!! muahahahax. You(KL) better have great event for me k?

Ohya! I am going to Putrajaya soon so KL I am coming. This time its for a meeting. Its the AGM for Malaysia Girl Guides Association. YAHOO!!! My first time attending this event. I don't have proper attire so I kind of having trouble on it. I am the type that is boyish so for this event, I need to wear some proper attire, you know what I mean? With kebaya and girly formal type of shoe? It sound weird and I am so hesitate to even buy those. I shall figure it out somehow. hahaha. Till now, ADIOS!!!

See all of you in the next post very soon. Stay tuned as more pictures is coming up in the next post. Love all of you

Horrible Day

Today, 28th of April year 2010 is one of my most horrible day in my life.
If you did follow my blog, you will know that I am persuing my queen's guide this year. However, things got suck up.
At first I was told that everything was fine and I went ahead.
Then, few days ago, I was told that BSS will be held earlier this year so that means that I cannot do my BSS this year but I still can do it next year.
It has been 2 weeks since I really got my proper sleep and eat.
I think I had my gastric back.
I worked damn hard for the test(BAKP).
I really hope that I can become a queens.
Though I was sad for being unable to take my queens this year, I was like its ok la.
I can still do it next year ma.
After many many busy n hectic days, today it has some sort of coming to the end preparation before the camp.
I went to the orphanage for my 3 months service and so on so dat I can complete my service before due date.
Done with everything including the arrangements, suddenly I got a call my my district commisioner.
I was told that I CANNOT take my queens anymore.
The national training commisioner is not giving me the green light though the national chief commisioner did.
So, as conclusion I can no more be a queens guide.
All my hard work n hope has gone down to drain.
A huge dissapointment.
hmm......
I was offered another thing that is becoming the leftenan aka pemimpin muda for my school and also to get my warrant.
I accepted that offer due to my deep interest in guiding.

Thanks to all the guiders and teachers and students aka members and friends that willing to lend a helping hand during my journey.
I really appreciate it very much.
Thank you again expecially to Pn Chan, Penang state comissioner, Pn Lam, SPU district commissioner, Pn Hindon, my school ex co-curicular activities teacher, Pn Komala, SMKCBW guides teacher, Pn Chew, SMKCBW headmistress and to everyone that had helped me.


Then, got a call from one of my ex.
Again, this happened and my feeelings got mixed up again.
I tried to put ... away and I thought that I've made it.
hmmm...
I just hope that things will go my way since the faith had let me down so many times and each time is a very bad fall.

GOD!!! I AM CONFUSED!!!

A Current Hectic Life

There are lots of things to do nowadays.
For example?
hmm.... let me slowly describe it to you, readers.
I will put a day as example so that it will be easier to understand.


Last Friday( 19/4/21010) if I am not mistaken, I had a long day which I felt so short.
Basically, time is just not enough for me.
I hope that 1 day will eventually be one week, one week be one month and one month be one year.
Though it is impossible (of course I know) but I still somehow hope for it to happen.
Back to topic, I started the day with a lame morning - dragging myself out of bed at 6.30a.m. , jump in the bathroom and had a cold morning bath than go to the bus stop in front of my house and waited for the bus.
Once the bus reached the jetty, I stretch my legs and walk to the waiting area to wait for the ferry.
I am lucky as BEFORE I arrived, the ferry was there already.
Should I consider myself lucky for that incident?
The unlucky part is, I have to rush and run like mad people before the ferry goes off and I have to wait for another 15 minutes.
Reach the pier at island side and heads off to college.
Literature in English is B.....O....R....I....N....G......


After that I rush down to the office and told my Business Studies lecture that I am not going to attend the class today as I am having an important meeting later.
So, again, I rushed to the bust stop and back to pier.
Took a bus to KOMTAR (people told me that there is NO bus to the Girl Guide Association and he said I must go to KOMTAR).
Before reaching KOMTAR, the state commissioner called me and asked where am I as I am already late to meet her.
I told her that I am kinda lost and so so so sorry for the late.
She then told me to take any bus to Air itam.
hahax. Guess what?
Even the inormation counter doesn't help.
kekex.
Reached GGA at around 11.30a.m.


Then at around 12.30p.m, I rushed back to my secondary school as I will be having a meeting with the girl guides members there and I don't want to be late.
Reached school at around 1.30p.m.
That means that I still have about one hour.
Feeling hungry, I made a quick move to the school canteen behind the school hall.
Bought myself some foods and drink and sit myself on a bench provided.
The meeting started at 2.30p.m and ended around 4.30p.m.
After that, Pn Komala, one of the teacher advisor, Pn Lam, SPU district commissioner and I went into the principal's office to meet her.
Had a talk which ended about an hour later thanks to my younger sister for the resque.
Went back home right after that, had bath, dinner and went to my dreamland soon after brushing up.

Well,,, that is how my hectic day ends.
How about yours?

College Life

I had just started my A levels programme about a week ago.
I am doing my A levels at college PTPL Penang.
Well, doing A levels programme is not my first nor second nor third choice.
Obtaining a not good result is SPM(not as what I have expected) had made me made this decision.
Why?
The reason is simple.
Infact, it is very simple.
The course that I wanted to persue need much better result.
My result is basically enough for me to enrol in that programme.
However, to do well and obtain a scholarship, it will need way much better result.
Seeing this situation and after consulting here and there, I had decided to do A levels.
Here, I will have more time to think of what I wanted to do in future yet not wasting any much time thinking because here, I can get to know the subjects better.
Doing Form 6 is another option but I wouldn't want to do that as it takes up to two(2) years to complete.
A levels programme only takes around 6 months to 1 year.
Most probally I will be doing Law though.

Being here on the first day had made me felt like I am a standard one child who just wanted to enrol and know people.
Its so just awkward.
Years being with friends and suddenly a whole new environment is here again.
It sounds like Deja Vu I know.
Well, it is actually a deja vu.
The first and second day was orientation.
First day is totally a disaster.
Second day was sucks.
Third day is ok.
Fourth day is getting better.
Fifth day is fully of worried.
Sixth day is the same as first day.
Seventh day is okla.

Getting know people from a totally different background is not easy.
Its hard to speak out the first sentence but once it is spitted out, I believe everything will be fine.

About 4 days ago, I had received a call from the state commisioner, Pn. Chan, regarding to my application to take BAKP test.
She had asked my to type out a letter to the national commisioner to ask for permission as I am late to register for BAKP test referral to my age.
So, I did type put the letter yesterday.
I hope my appeal to take the test will be approve and thus, I will pass my Queen's Guides test though I still have A LOT of things to do.
Everything is in need of a rush now so lets JET UP!!!

OHYA!!! Is anyone's birthday approching or is it here already?
If yes, HAPPY BIRTHDAY(in advance).
Well, I just have the mood to wish everyone a happy birthday. hahahax.

*ps,
Miss S Y Lee, I know you miss me very much. I also miss you very much. Wether you believe what I had said the other day, its up to you. I know there is something catchy and I am not brave enough to tell you. Well, hope you can understand me and things can go by following our heart. Don't forget to tell me whenever we can have the same time to class k?

Miss Eykha, its ok to lose. You had tried your best and that is the most important thing. Don't worry and always be happy k? I will always be there for you. I have been counting down to wait for the weekend because that is the only time when we can really talk. Miss ya. Hope to see ya soon.

Life After getting SPM reslut(1 week)

Ok! My SPM results sucks like hell!!! So, I guess I shall not mention anything about my result here. it will only make me sad!!! T____T
I had resign from my job that is as Sony Centre sales consulant.
It has been practically a relive for me as i no more have to wake up at 8 or 10 and i can sleep till as late as I want and I need not go to work and come back late and repeating the schedule every single day except for Monday(off day).
A day after taking my SPM result, I started my life back with the first thing that is GUIDING life!!!!
I went to camp the very next day after receiving my SPM result.
As predicted, many people asked for my result but I told most of them that my result is very bad.
Thats all except if they insist on knowing what's my result is.
The camp has been a real fun one.
It is held at the Penang Water Sports Centre but we did not played or had any activity related to water.
Ohya! I did parts of my PCP test that I failed last year and thank God I passed everything d.
Now, I must finish up my log book as fast as I can and pass it to the tester.


After the camp, I came * I am currently in KL* to KL.
Actually I came here a day after the camp.
Took a bus here alone and the 4 hours ride almost killed me. * I am Bored*
This trip here is all(mostly) arange by my friends, Shu-Lyn.
Really thanks her alot.
She become my tour guide, sponser me place to stay, arrange almost everything for me and etc.

The first day, we went to Pasar Malam Taman Kenot which according to my friend, claimed to be the largest night market in Malaysia.
The night market here is TOTALLY different from what we had in Penang.
Well, to me, Muslims are not encourage to go there because it is NON HALAL place.
But if you are a non Muslim, you MUST go there if you come to KL.
Pasar Malam Taman Kenot is nearby UCSI. It is open only on every Wednesday.
There are many famous foods there that came out a few times on newspaper and television.


Went to Mid valley yesterday for a movie and window shopping( we can't afford things there).
Its fun and I found some shops or stuffs that we don't have back in Penang. AAARRGGHHH!!! KL is totally different from the previous time I came which was at least 3 years ago. duh!
hmm... I can't wait for the schedule to start to day as I am going to 3 shopping complexes today. YAHHOOO!!!!

OH!! i forgotten to mention something up there. Yesterday, I called up D and found that D is here too!!!! D never mentioned it to me before. huhu... Was surpriesed to know that D is here yet I can't meet D up. So near yet so far.
D is going back today noon. Wish D a safe journey back to Penang.
D! Miss you so much!


I will only be going back tomorrow( Saturday) morning.
After going back, I have to start thinking andmaking decision on what I want to study and where and how do I want ot furthur my studies.
Haix.... That sucks.....

hmmm......................


Kla..... I want to go and eat my breakfast and get on moving with my life now.


Chao!!!!


Take Care everyone expecially D and A!!!

ps* pictures will be uploaded soon...

After Another Long Long Time

The time has almost come. It left only 2 days from now. Every babies that were born on the year 1992 is very nervous and excited about this day. This is the day after all their hardwork for 5 years in a secondary school. Struggling days and nights. After the examination over end of last year, most of them were all over the country, working and some even had started studies. However, 99% of them are coming back for this special day.





YES!!!



It is the day of result!!! SPM 2009 result is coming out on 11th!!! GOSH!!!
I am NERVOUS yet eager what is my result going to turn out. haix....

Lately, I had been thinking A LOT!!!!



Besides that, it is also my last day at work. After this I am going to goyang kaki at home. duh...

With all the salary I had earned these 3 months will I use it to the fulllest!!! ohya! And the working experience too... hehex.

I have a friends at work. He everyday talk about his love. Pity him also la... All the best to his love life....

Talking about love, I had fell in love with someone. Its sosososo unbelieveable but I am sure that I love that person.

I had thought about it throughly and.... I don't know. I couldn't stop thinking about that person. This is the first time I felt so about love. So certain till I could not but I am not sure what is that person's feeling towards me...

Well, of course I hope things will worked out between two of us. It will be great to be together. I am worried if I kena reject. huhux.

I really want to be with that person. Maybe things will take some time but, its ok. I'll wait lo. huhu... I sincerely love that person eh.


hmm........

Whatever it is, GOOD LUCK to all 1992 babies and to all that took SPM last year.

Off day!

Today I am officially off from work.
Why do I said that?
Well, usually even though I am off for that particular day, I still going to Sunway Carnival Mall since the very early.
However, it seems like today I am NOT going there. haha
I can't sleep for the whole night.
Too excited maybe because today I am getting my Blackberry Curve!!!
YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I some how manage to get myself into a rest at around 6 something in the morning.
Around 10++ A.M., I received a call from t he place where I worked ( Sony Centre, Sunway Carnival Mall ).
Not a big deal la.
Just a customer of mine come and take his Vaio X series.
That netbook damn cool man.
Its only 11" but cost you 5k++! lol

So the first voice I heard today is from Ms. Amelia Tan followed by Mr. Sean Lee.
Actually, that customer said that he will come and collect it on 9th, which is tomorrow.
Okla. I off but still got sale. hehex.
The first day of this month I off I also got sale.
Not bad huh?
I don't know why but the day I off sure got customer.
Before this, I off on Wednesday and on Wednesday got lots of customers but on Monday, no customer.
Then now, everything become vice versa. haix.
But I can still consdier myself as lucky one luh.


Hmm.... I still can't get my mind off the coming soon blackberry . Its like, all this while, I had only used other people's one but never mine but NOW!!! its so going to be MINE!!! muahahahahaha.
Hopefully everything will go on smooth lo.
I am supposed to get the Blackberry on Saturday but because of some circumstances, I can only get it today.
OMG!!! I just can't believe it.

okok. Gotta go now. Take care everyone....
Chao....

Missing those days

MISSING THOSE DAYS

In just a blink of an eye, 6 years of primary school and 5 years of high school has ended.
During the years in primary school, we are just kids, blank and know nothing.
We played more than study.
I still remember how all other students struggle to achieve good result in UPSR but I am such a lazy one to only attend tuition classes and rarely done my homework.
I still remember that there was a year(standard 3 if I am not mistaken), my mom caught me NOT doing any homeworks at all when she suspected something fishy and checked my school bag.
That time was a hell for me as my mom went and see my class teacher including all my subject teachers.
After that, I have to finish all my homework in A WEEK time!!!
However, as years goes by, who cares.
Everyone is getting lazy.
We knew that UPSR is coming but the fear is just not there.
Maybe that time we were just too young. hahax.
Its like so relax only.
I went to tuition with the main intention was to pleased my mom. lol
I always score only 70++% for my Mathematics and others 80++% only.
During that time, everyone in my class seems to be brilliant as they scores 80++%-90++%.
I am always the average or the lowest scoring in the form. T__T
I thought that UPSR is nothing for me as everyone is still going to SMKCBW after that.
I started to really study for UPSR on the last 2 months and guess what??? I actually scored STRAIGHT A's for my UPSR!!!
Such a joy I felt that time. haha


Moving forward each year.
Then comes to PMR time.
Starting to felt the fear much much much earlier expecially when the teachers or friends mentioned about it.
I started failing my Mathematics since Form 2.
I am damn worried of my Mathematics that time.
I started to had a home tuition specially for my Mathematics.
God Bless Me that I had two good Maths teachers.
When the PMR result came out, I am so excited about the result but at the same time, fear is around me.
I am afraid if I failed my Mathematics or if everyone(my friends) scored straight A's but I did not.
With God's bless again, I pass all the subjects with flying colours.
YUP! I scored straight A's again.


A year pass by and it's time for SPM year.
The last year of school is really hectic expecially for me.
I held a few important posts at school but at the same time I have to balanced my study.
I cannot be like when I am in form 4.
When I am in Form 4, I really dedicate myself into co-curicular activities.
That really cost me alot.
I dropped from first class to second class.
Beginning of Form 5 was a hell for me as to be in second class is something unacceptable for me.
Then, a really good friend of mine, gave my courage to keep on going.
She even asked the pricipal to allow me back to first class if I got a good result during mid-term and the pricipal said YES!!!
It is NOT easy to balanced study, co-curicular activities and other problems.
That year(2009), I had to went through PCP test and also Campers badge test. I really had a hard time but thanks to a bunch of my friends whom willing to lend a helping hand to me.
These are my members and more of, my FRIENDS!!!


Guiding life

Jamboree at Thailand

With some my my friends in guiding.

Me explaining V-formation

During my Patrol Camping Permit(PCP) test.

Training Camp 2. I won best backwoodsman, best fancy marching, 2nd runner up, and errmm.... 4gotten already.

Tengku Puan Pahang, Tunku Azizah Aminah Maimunah Iskandariah

Had a dinner with her. hehex

Not to be forgotten my Taekwon-do life!!!

2008 National Invitation

Penang state young officers

National tournament 2009

A few months of strugelling worth everything.
I got first placing during mid-term exam.
However, I just stick to second class after that because of a few certain reasons.
As SPM was getting near, it wasn't the feeling of fear of SPM but its the feeling of fear of lost that was hauting most of us.
We realised that there were only few months left for us to be together in this school.
After that, all of us will be going on our own path.
We did more activities together and tried to be good to everyone but at the same time study hard for SPM.
The last day of school wasn't the last day for all the fifth formers as SPM will last till the month of December.
We took lots of pictures that day.
Here is a few to show all of you there. In case any of you meet any of them out there, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE do send my regards to them k? Tell them I missed them so so so much....

After SPM, I took a rest for a few weeks then went out for a job haunting with Lai Samm and Soo Yee at Sunway Carnival Mall.
Got a job and I am currently enjoy working there.
Sony Centre, Sunway Carnival Mall is where I am working now!
From someone that only know how to fight for post and know about handphones, now I become a tech person.
I know how to do sales and communicate with peoples.
Its really a great ride of life to be with all the collegues there.
Its CARZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well, no need I mention also you all can see it below. hahax.
If you are interested to work here, errmm.... I suggest you come and apply on April because now Sony SCM is FULL with a bunch(12, including a cashier and a clerk) of crazy humans. hahax. Sorry for the inconvinience caused. lolx.

Mom on the right and dad on the left.

Acting crazy after some online game during work

The gay boys of SCM

Happy moments are remembered but sad times are unforgotten.
Life which is full of obstacles is a life full of meanings.
Wether its schooling life, working life or family life, there is surely chalenges ahead us.
There is NO run away from it.
I confess that I had been in love and had a few relationships before.
Those past relationships really taught me a realy good lessons of life.
Friendships would sank if it is not taken care properly and I believe that I did not took a good care of certain friendships properly that is why it sank into the sea of another friendship.

To everyone out there, please take care of every relationships you are having or might have in the future. Once we had choosen the second path of road, there is no turing back even thought with the most regret.
The road not taken should not be looked back.
Move forward and pass through every obstacles faced with confidence.


PEACE,
-{MLoM}-